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It's February

2012-02-01T01:28:00.001+08:00

Fact: I never ever take much photos when I decide to not be lazy and dress up.
Fact 2: There is always an opportunity to take many many photos when I dress in the dark.
Fact 3: Photos of me wearing the same things on different days like to appear at the same time on Facebook.

So here's a gif of several of my disgruntled faces.

Had a photoshoot at Botanic Gardens on Saturday and I overslept wtf but it's okay (sort of) because the models were later than I was. Had a good time because the models were just lovely and gorgeous and made us all want to kill them because they look so flawless.........

Anyway met up with Changsun, Kyaw and Daniel on Monday for dinner. Feels good to talk to them lol time really flies now Changsun is enlisting and Daniel's still studying in Australia. Fucking overachievers the whole lot of them. FUCK YOU GUYS _|_ MEET UP SOON.

Also met up with Kiat Shaun Yujian Dennis etc to celebrate CNY and I gambled for the first time and I also got high on alcohol for the first time and I almost kicked Dennis's balls because he was being a douche as usual. Asshole refused to give us one mattress to let us sleep on. Had breakfast with them with my winnings of $4 and went to do PR at Kallang Leisure Park.

January 2012 has been nothing short of wonderful really!!!

Just two days ago Gen told us she bought Geo lens from this optical shop in Kovan and it just so happen the only other optical shop authorised to sell Geo lens IS IN CLEMENTI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So Livia, Gen and I went to Rochester Park (quite disappointing....) to explore + have lunch before going to Clementi to get the Geo lens at $18 per pair. Oh Geo lens how I've missed buying you. $18 is expensive as compared to last time where it was only $10 a pair -_- But IT'S SO RARE TO FIND GEO LENS BELOW $20 IN SINGAPORE NOW!!!! Plus this is authorised so it's safe :)

SO EVERYONE PLEASE GO TO
Eyezbox Optics @ Clementi Avenue 3, Block 447, #01-199
TO GET YOUR GEO LENS NAO ^_^

I got my Angel Green and trying some Olive Grey. I love Angel lenses they're the most comfortable. Nudy and Duo-Colour are not bad as well. The tri-colours are the most uncomfortable in my opinion.

WORK CHECK! PR is almost completed, Radio test is on Thursday, Magazine is due 13 Feb, PR and Comiss exams coming soonnn and HOLIDAYS!!! Livia, Weilin, Yanhong and I have semi-concrete plans to return to Wuhan in April AND I AM SO EXCITED WTF!!!!!! ALL THE FOOD AND SHOPPINGGGGGGGG OMFG.

BAI!!!!!!!

The Hunger Games

2012-01-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! I spent a good part of my holidays at my grandparents' at Batam from Sunday to Tuesday watching Friends, reading The Hunger Games and watching Dream High. My butt is practically married to the bed.

I didn't gorge myself with CNY goodies nor steamboat stuff. And I got very angry with myself because instead of reading Catching Fire after I was done with The Hunger Games, I read Mockingjay. WHAT THE FUCK. I read the last book and only found out WHEN I FINISHED IT AND THERE WAS A PROPER ENDING. WTF. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO WONDER I WAS SO LOST IN BOOK 3. -_- HATE MYSELF. GONNA READ CATCHING FIRE SOON. BAH! Oh yeah I can't wait for the movie!!! The trailer looks so good!!!

Also accidentally read the endings for Friend and found out who married who GAH WHY!!! WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF :(

I was supposed to have school today..............but yeah. It's still CNY. Sigh.

Jia is at Genting right now because all 18 of them persuaded her to go. So we only managed to meet at 3.30am till about 4.30am-ish. Wtf. Meh. Gah. Pui. Bleh.

I am scared of babies bye!!!

We found love in a hopeless place

2012-01-18T03:02:00.001+08:00

I'm blogging again.........because Jia is not sleeping with me today again. She was living at my house for the past week before my parents started kicking up a fuss. HONESTLY I DON'T SEE A PROBLEM??? Parents and their logic. -_-

Anyway I skipped work to do PR and also go out with @woshiahpek AKA Jia. Headed to Pique•Nique for dinner because I wanted to eat burgers and fries. I MISS THE MASH POTATO!!! As I was leaving I saw this woman eating the thickest waffle with ice-cream I've ever seen and I wanted to snatch it from her lol. Anyway the burgers were okay. I'd rather eat at EwF.

No going out with Jia until Friday. WO REN x_x

Waiting for the foood

Imitating her + cover pimples

The Big Breakfast (sunny side up, onions and beef patty)

YAY FOOOOOD!!!

Tokyo Connection (teriyaki chicken and mash potato YUMS) I swopped the wasabi mayo for normal mayo.

Nom noms

And then she made me angry HMPH but she made it up by bringing me to eat Rochor tauhuay which sucks but I like it la got the soya milk taste but the texture really, last warning.

She tore a $10 note -__________-

It's all taped up already so all's good.

Changing expression just as I clicked.

HAHAHA

Disaster struck. The straw went blunt so I forcefully pushed the straw into the cup and the cup gave way wtf? Chin chow spilled everywhere after the cup exploded. Meh.

That's the end of my day... I have radio and PR to worry about help!!!!!!!!!!!

Shopping!!!

2012-01-17T02:13:00.001+08:00

Haven't shop in forever wtf!!! Okay I bought a $10 tank top and a $5 dress recently but they were on sale...... and it doesn't count cuz I just walked in and saw them and liked them and Jia bought them. HMPH. Anyway lecture today was pretty good, and bad thanks to Radio wtf I'm not even done with Assignment 3 and HERE COMES ASSIGNMENT 4. Cb.

Feature Writing got me thinking what the fuck do I really want to do. I definitely am not going to be a journalist wtf because I am not nosy enough nor hardworking enough to find out stories and write them plus I hate reporters and I don't really fancy reading newspapers so no. Journalism no. It's a noble job I guess. But no.

I want to make films la why didn't I go to FSV. :( Nevermind. I sort of know what I want. But I'm scared to make the decision and find out I don't like it later. Shall play by ear and decide when the time comes. I'm in no hurry.

Anyway after school I headed to town to meet Jia and I got Eskimo (milk oolong with mini pearls)!!!!!!! And then we walked a lot around town but didn't get anything until we got to FEP! I miss shopping at FEP! It made me feel like I was in Wuhan again lol cuz the clothes seemed pretty similar but the prices were waaaaaaay higher. Bought Shu Pei :D~ Magic milk tea!!!!!!!!!!!! Meh now it tastes kinda meh and we can't choose what magic pearls we want anymore T_T Mega sian.

Wanted to go FFT at Botanic Gardens for dinner but it was getting late so we settled down at Hans instead. :)

My bb decided to crash multiple times at this point and this was Jia staring at it while it rebooted to watch if it crashes and erm it did. But it's alright now.

It was a productive shopping session at FEP!!! Got Jia a shirt ($49.90) and a pair of shoes ($29.90)! Wish I had tons of money to spend though, so I can buy moar. I'll bet more than anything when I have money the clothes will look like shit to me. Managed to find pants in my size O_O but far too tight for my sibeh muscular and manly legs. Fuck you skinny girls with skinny legs. Managed to find shoes that I like and fit as well! Good day :D

Went home and discovered that two out of my three gmarket shirts have arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!

This is a really, really short shirt.

My dad said this was something my grandmother would wear because of the prints and the colour. And he also told me not to wear tank tops because I look like a muscular tranny. Thanks. -_-

This is too fitting, but oh well blame my belleh.

Le shoes I bought for $26.90

Sigh. School. Sigh. Work. Sigh. Life. SIGH.

Pineapple Tarts

2012-01-16T03:09:00.002+08:00

WAH it's been 11 days since I last blogged wtf!!!! I've been schooling, working, tumblr-ing, and recently, 9gag-ing. Now I understand why people blog so little. Anyway I haven't been up to anything at all....

I remember chionging FA2 and Comiss and stuff... Have been working quite a bit but not enough. My bank account still has money!!! Yay to me! MY MEMORY IS REALLY LIKE SHIT.

I watched The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo after Jia ended work (11/01/12) OMG ROONEY MARA IS SO FUCKING COOL AND HER BODY IS HOOOOOOOT AND AAAAAAAAH *_* And Craig Daniel is a useless piece of shit in the movie kthnxbai -.- Jia and I finally managed to have a date-ish sort of date cuz we watched a movie and on another day we had Swensen's for dinner and it sucked. So overpriced and the food is meh. Bought eyeliner for Jia that day :O :O :O She hasn't even tried it yet btw.

OH YES I BAKED PINEAPPLE TARTS WITH JIA!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO GOOD I BAKED THEM AGAIN AND THEY TURNED OUT BETTER!!!!!!! :D

Had steamboat with the GC gang (Abigail, Denise, Poon, Keane and Jia) on Thursday and it was gooood. It was $7 per person and we had a lot of food nomnomnom I hope the steamboat + BBQ thing doesn't break down anytime soon it is quite awesome.

Ya I think that's the major stuff I've done so far. What an eventful 2012 whee have met quite a number of weird customers ("why is the lemon kumquat juice sour?" wtf seriously?) ANYWAY PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was playing with Jia's iTouch.

Brought the pineapple tarts to school :D Livia made Earl Grey Cookies~

HEART SHAPE OK??? Okay ya actually the shop was only left with heart shaped moulds so I had no choice.

NOMILICIOUS EARL GREY COOKIES

The photo i took for FA2. Don't ask -.-

HAVEN'T PHOTOBOOTHED IN AGES!!! This was on Monday night, during radio practice.

It was Dress Up Monday ^_^

But we forgot to take a photo with Weilin and Yanhong :(

Just stoning in the digitising room waiting for class to start. Lol. Took a group photo too! :D

(from Weilin's tumblr)

It's a funny group photo hahaha what would I do without them :')

Just realised I look like an outcast -_________-

I'M RESPECTING LIVIA CHUA TIO'S PERSONAL SPACE OK and I suggest everyone do the same before she really buys a chopper to hack people like we keep suggesting hhahahaha,

Okay that's all for now I guess ^_^ Been receiving more A's this sem O_O It's good!!! Never see so many A before. I can't wait for February I'm gonna cut and dye my hair SO SICK OF MY FRINGE CONSTANTLY COVERING ONE EYE AND MY BLACK ROOTS..... but I don't know what to do with my hair wtf. DECISIONS DECISIONS.

OH RIGHT I ordered clothes from Gmarket I HOPE THEY COME SOON!!!!!!!!! :D

P/s I'm using this perfume Jia bought for me it's Davidoff Coolwater for Women and I lurb it Jia has the men's one. I forgot to include it in the picture in the previous post, heh. Baby thank you so much for everything. I'm sorry I've been so irritable the past few days. :( Thank you for not giving up on me. I love your massages heh heh heh I love you too!!! Must upload this cute polaroid I took. Hehe.

So precious. ♥♡☺

How to not love?

My New Year's Eve

2012-01-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

I got dragged by my girlfriend to attend Leellyod's 20th Anniversary Dinner at Fullerton Hotel on NYE.

It was half horrible half good. Horrible because of the crowd and shit NEVER EVER SPENDING NYE'S OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE EVER AGAIN unless I get a hotel room at MBS or something PUI!!!! But got new year kiss so all's good!!!

Walao don't know who take one so bloody blur HAHAHAHAHA

Anyway ladies and gentlemen, I managed to peel the prawn leaving even the tail flesh intact. I FUCKING LOVE PRAWNSSSS!!!!

The toddler took this photo (with my help la duh)

Went out to catch the fireworks!!! It was so smoky after that @_@ We could only see the fireworks via the reflections on MBS.

This toilet is bigger than my room it's ridiculous.

What my baby bought for me in Hongkong!!!!!!!

Black converse shoes, orange BB casing, pink beats earpiece, some cookie thing, matcha pocky, instant noodles and milk oolong! ^_^

Anyway I'm blogging at work because it is THAAAAAAAAT boring wtf. I've cleaned the stuff in front and wiped some surfaces, torrented 2 movies and still torrenting more, browsed through stuff on Taobao (seriously guys Taobao is AMAZING) and 9 more minutes to closing lolol I AM HUNGRY!!!!!!

5 days into the new year and I'm feeing dandy. Managed to finish my FA2 draft last night I'm so glad I didn't do it during the holidays HAHA. Meh tomorrow's IL and I have to do shit I swear the teacher hates our guts sian. Anyway school doesn't really feel like school??? Thanks to Open House PUI I HATE OPEN HOUSE it's so bloody crowded everyfuckingwhere and there're so many smelly boys PUI!!!!

PAY DAY COMING SOON I hope my account hasn't been hacked :'(((((((( Meh.

k closing shop byebye!!!

Goodbye 2011

2012-01-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

(Coincidentally this is my 2011th post)

You've been a good year. The events that affected me the most was the Wuhan trip (duh) and getting a girlfriend (double duh)!

What else did I manage to do uhhh I managed to dye my hair 5 times this year and completely destroyed it, turned 18 waddafug and nope not going to learn how to drive because of safety reasons. I'm worried of crashing into people so no not going to take up that responsibility of driving carefully. BUSES ARE GOOD.

I spent a lot of money because I lost a lot of items including my IC and ezlink etc AND I used my savings to buy myself a BB haha best decision ever. I vaguely remember planning to go to Korea this year but meh things never go according to plans. 2011 was a financially shitty year now that I think about it -_-

The problem: I work a lot BUT I spend even more HAHAHA fuck this shit.

I WAS SUCH A WORKAHOLIC THE EARLY HALF OF 2011 WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HAHA but I don't blame myself because it was really awesome to be working with those bunch of people and the management was still good back then. THOSE WERE THE DAYS~~~

I managed to watch David Choi live when he performed in Singapore YAY! I will miss 2011!!! But here's to a better 2012!

Anyway last's year's resolution was:

1. Travel to Thailand and Korea by end of this year.
2. Be a nicer (less mean) person.
3. Make time for myself.

:O OTHER THAN THE FIRST ONE I THINK I FULFILLED THE REST HAHAHAHA. Achievement unlocked!

My resolution for 2012 is to control my temper and my money better. :)

What I did on the last day of 2011 and the first day of 2012 (spoiler alert I wasted it away) will be for another post. Goodbye~

Happy birthday to my wife!!!

2011-12-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Don't feel old don't feel old don't feel old it's a happy happy day because it marks the day you were born!!! If you were never born we would have never met wtf that is damn tragic :( The past three months (going on four) were full of ups and downs and food and I enjoyed all the ups and the food!!! I hope for no more downs and I hope you've enjoyed these past months as much as I have. Here's to many many more enjoyable months to come!!! I love you :) I'm sorry I can't give you much but half a bb 9900 and a belly for your birthday. I will work hard for our future. :)

Musings

2011-12-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel severely inadequate in every way. Most of the time I surpress that feeling.

I have to admit I'm good at surpressing feelings. And lying. Not very proud of those two. Necessary skills in life though. I wish I wasn't an introvert. Then maybe I'd be able to make people happy. I won't be so damn reluctant to go for family gatherings/weddings/visits/whatever that requires me to talk to strangers without the presence of numerous people I'm comfortable with.

Sometimes I am able to socialise effortlessly. This is when I feel comfortable with my surroundings or I feel the need to be the one who has to stand up and take the lead. Most of the time I'd rather be in my room reading, with some snacks. I've not done that in a long time. I think I'm just trying to escape.

It takes such immense effort to talk to people. I'd rather keep quiet and retreat into my own mind. Or sleep. Sleep is such a scarcity nowadays. I haven't had 8 hours of undisturbed sleep in a while. Then again, I find myself blabbering on and on and on to someone. I am damn weird. :(

So much easier to talk through text!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate talking when I am upset. Clamming up is easier. So much easier than forcing myself to talk.

I really rather talk to animals then make conversation with humans........

Anyway, I digress.

Today I feel like I've not been a good daughter, I'm not a good sibling, I'm not the best student there is, I'm not the best worker, I'm dead broke, I'm not a good girlfriend, I'm not a good friend, I'm not anything and I'm don't even try sometimes because what's the point?

The one that bothers me constantly is being dead broke because I'm a materialistic and hungry bitch who wants good food and shopping and getaways but can't get any.

The one that bothers me the most is not being a good daughter/girlfriend.

Isn't it wonderful to hurt people, to let the person you hold dearest to down, to upset them frequently?

Then the feeling passes. However the guilt, the shame, the feelings, they stay. They torture. They hurt. I guess I deserve to feel that, because I'm inadequate, I'm not good enough. But that's okay. Because I'm trying. Most of the time I get lazy. Still, trying is better than giving up completely. I'm perfectly contented and that's all that matters.

For now.

My family is leaving for Genting on Monday, following which I'll kidnap Jia and make her stay in my house until they return. It's a busy week and the next week is no better. I miss having a proper holiday in December. It's the holiday season but it's no holiday for poly students.

I can't help but miss the times I spent in Wuhan. I cannot spend 42 days in another country and after adapting to it happily, come back to Singapore and just leave everything behind. I guess I grew attached to Wuhan. It was carefree times with damn cheap and good food, good and cheap shopping, loads and LOOOOOOOADS of freedom, barely any adult supervision and very light workload. None of these can be found in Singapore. None of these can be relived, even if we were to go back. All these exist only in memory and photos and videos and I'm clinging on to them as tightly as possible because it's the only way. I don't ever want to forget those 42 days in Wuhan.

Goodnight.

Christmas Break~

2011-12-16T02:03:00.000+08:00

WHOA I DIDN'T REALISE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BLOGGED. NO FEEL AT ALL TO BLOG HAHAHAHA LIFE IS SAD THERE IS ONLY WORK AND SCHOOL AND SLEEP AND JIA ON MY MIND??????????

Meh.

Spent the past few days doing the PR media kit and slacking and nuaing with my baby.

This is the add-on to Livia and I's media kit. The kit's for BK SHOTS, hence the shot glasses and the mini burgers.

SO CUTEEE. Meh yupi burgers don't taste as appealing to me anymore.

MEHHHHHHHHHHH so not in the mood to do any work at all IT'S THE HOLIDAYS......... but no there's Feature Writing to do, COMISS and Radio script to settle. Oh there's PR as well but nothing major. I WANT MY REAL HOLIDAY!!!!!!!

Cooked dinner today and last night with Jia!!! Heh heh heh. She also slept over for the past 4 days. Good times. She was supposed to go home yesterday but we fell asleep because my room is fucking conducive for sleeping with the air-con on.

First homecooked dinner this week :D

Fried taukwa~

My favourite!!!!!!! Potato sliced and cooked with minced meat in oyster sauce.

I COOKED THIS FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT TASTED DELISH I AM BORN TO BE A CHEF.

CHEF AT WORK

TADA!!!!

CARROT CAKE LOOKALIKE HAHAHA

PORTOBELLO MUSHROOMS WITH GARLIC AND THYME <3 <3 <3

DINNER DAY 2 ^_^ Because I couldn't get enough of the first one.

Omelette again haha it doesn't look like carrot cake today.

Porridge with potatos and carrots. I dont like carrots so mine's damn yellow.

STAR OF THE DAY: Broccoli with prawns stir-fried in oyster sauce.

Painstakingly arranged by Jia.

DINNER ^_^

Okay below all photos of Jia ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!

3 Months~

2011-12-07T02:38:00.001+08:00

This is my baby who is also a glutton known as Jia.

She is eating Best Fries Forever and attempting to run away while I tried to take this photo. Heh hehehe.

The other day I headed to Chinatown with Livia, Weilin and Yanhong to eat Ma La Mian omfg it's so numbingly spicy Weilin and I got lightheaded after eating and I shat fire.

Before eating, ALL'S GOOD.

THIS IS AFTER. OH MY GOD I WANTED TO DIE.

Bought giant paus at $1.50 each for my baby and went to find her ^_^

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE

And we just celebrated our third monthsary together. It was a precious few hours spent together. Had school for 2 hours while she was touring the whole of Singapore. We only met around 6pm :'( Bought osmanthus milk tea from 5 Degrees (Clementi really has too many bubble tea shops -_-) and it was not bad. Funky ah pek style milk tea.

Surprised her with the rings I bought off eBay ^_^ I got this very shiok feeling seeing the ring on her finger. OTHER LESBIAN CHICKS KINDLY FUCK OFF FROM MY AH PEK THANKS SHE IS VERY MARRIED.

Basically spent the night in bed watching Kick Ass and rolling around. We had pancakes, cheesy scrambled eggs and bacon for dinner :D

I hate it when we have to say goodbye. We never ever have enough time to spend together. And when we do spend time together we spend it like an old couple who have all the time in the world lol. I love you baby!!! I can't wait for 19 Dec!!! And then I'll hate you when you leave for Hong Kong. :(

Anyway. Here's a polaroid from the last time I saw Abigail Wong Si En wtf. HI POONEH.

BYE.

Ah Pek Date

2011-12-02T01:53:00.001+08:00

Hi so it's been quite a Thursday (I just realised after baby asked if I blogged) so I'm gonna blog about it!!!!

I slept over at my dear baby's house and I cried like a pussy (because 1) PMS 2) a lot of other stuff) while doing comiss and finalising my radio script. Woke up with her arms around me ~BLISS~ but not for long sigh so felt crappy again. Had a really unhealthy breakfast of fried buffalo wings and spicy nuggets before heading to school for radio test.

SO FUCKING NERVOUS I CHOKED ON MY WORDS AND TRIPPED OVER MY SENTENCES AND I UNDERRAN but technically it went well. So yay! It's over! Next assignment come at me bro!!! Had comiss consult after and yay went to Jia's house to find her.

Well today I was supposed to head to Chinatown with Livia, Weilin and Yanhong for Ma La Mian but postponed it to next monday because it's Jia's off day! It only comes once a week. I'm sorry for changing the dates again guyz! Thanks for being so understanding :')

Initially planned to go on a double date with Rachel and girlfriend BUUUUUUUUT some lazy bum aka Jia aka my baby got glued to her bed because she was drained from working and her bed misses her. So sweet. Anyway I ended up napping as well haha and woke up to milo and bread (I was craving for it). I love my wife.

I think we should be known as the Aeroplane couple because we keep putting aeroplane on everyone!!!! :( Sorry guys we're old and like to stay home. T_T

The following paragraphs will be a description of what happens after marriage/an ahpek-style date.

We watched chinese dramas on mobTV while eating snacks, then dinner. And after dinner we headed to KAP to eat ice-cream. MMMM HOT FUDGE SUNDAE. Walked around Cold Storage before heading to the park for a short walk. I got attacked by tiny insects while sitting at the bench to talk. Moments like these are really hard to come by. I wish time would have stayed still while we were talking on the bench.

Antway, ahpek was craving for slurpee so we went to a 7-11 to get one. It's been DAAAAAAAMN long since I drank slurpee omg!!!! Not really a fan of ice-blended stuff but nom. Continued drinking and talking at her void deck before I went home. Time went past too fast. :( I miss you already lao eh.

Sucks to sleep alone now. My stuffed toys, I'm sorry but you cannot compare to my wife. With her boobs and all. ;)

K. Moving on.

IL in a few hours ugh haven't been to IL class since forever -_- WHAT IS THE POINT SERIOUSLY WHAAAAAAAT. Nevermind at least it's at 11am not 10am. And Jia'll be sending me to work :D

Money issues has come to haunt me. Been spending a bomb on bus fares :( So I (finally) decided to replace my ez-link ($8 + $10 to activate it and then another $52 for bus concession F my parents' L) BUT to do that I'd require my also missing Ngee Ann student card which costs $20 to replace. What is this fuckery!!!

Meh. I need to strike 4D. Also need to get my menses soon so my gloomy mood will bleed away.

Reminiscing about Wuhan with my Wuhan buddies sigh GOOD TIMES ALWAYS HAVE TO PASS BY SO QUICKLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is this fuckery. Watch my Wuhan Vlog 1 on FB if you can!!! :D

GOODNIGHT BABY PLEASE SLEEP AFTER READING THIS. :*:*:*:*:*

Dark Blue

2011-11-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

I am utterly and completely dependent on my parents for money because I am utterly and completely broke. Broke as in I only have $0.60 in my bank. Okay enough of ranting and whining about how little money I have.

Spent Friday and Saturday sick with my ah pek also know as my baby. :(

(GOOD NEWS I FINALLY BOTHERED TO UPLOAD PHOTOS BECAUSE I BOTHERED TO TAKE SOME!)

How does anyone breathe wearing that?!?!!?! So uncomfortable zzz.

Since we have 2 days of MC we went on sick date lol seriously literal sick date where both of us are sick. Walked a few rounds at Vivo before going to Suntec for a book fair with Jiaming and Nicholas (kids nowadays dunno what the hell they're up to). Cool books, cool stories bros. Had dinner at Marina Square before heading home and back to reality. :( Sigh. I want more dates.

I thought relationships were actually very simple despite seeing what my friends had gone through. Got love can conquer anything one!!! I still think that way, but I think it's only 50% true now. If you love each other then by god will you do anything to save the relationship so in a way, love conquers. But in a relationship you need more than just love, love keeps you going, you need trust, empathy, honesty, communication and all those serious business.

Everytime I feel like giving up I will remember this line I read somewhere: Things worth having will never come easy. So fucking true.

So I'm going to fight fight fight fight fight for this love baby. :) I will never give up. ENERGISER NEVER SAY DIE!!!! JUSTIN BIEBER NEVER SAY NEVER!!!!

Back to school. Radio practice was today (Monday evening). It's fun man. I hope I don't underrun or overrun on test day. I'M THE FIRST TO GO HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?! Oh well.

If I ever develop a radio voice after injuring my brain I might seriously consider going into radio. IF. Radio is fun lolol.

FINALLY USED MY POLAROID. It's been collecting dust D:

SHO CUUUUUUUUUTE MY AH PEK!!!!!!!!!!

Even my photobooth is dead wtf. Went to Jia's house to collect tampons for her and fml bumped into the Mother. Parents scare the shit out of me. I am scared of adulthood. :( Meh. It was raining so heavily so I stayed longer in her room and photoboothed whee.

And this was when I went down to fetch her. I really need to do my student card and get concession soon the transport fees are killing me.

Happy news this ah pek is supposed to quit smoking soon. For now we start from cutting down the number of sticks getting fired.

I need to thread my eyebrows, do my Comiss draft, practise my radio script and goodness knows what.

Meh it's 2.12am. Goodnight.

I wish I could change your mindset. If I could do that I'd change my parents' mindset as well.

The words people say sting, but the words you say, they cut me so much deeper than others. They make me feel defeated and indicate that I should stop trying. Which is not possible. Bye.

2011-11-19T02:02:00.001+08:00

Sudden rage at the government because TRANSPORT FEES ARE REALLY MOTHERFUCKING EXPENSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've already topped up $30 FOR THIS WEEK ALONE.

PUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life has been filled with plenty of love (and secondhand smoke) from my lao eh, work and schoolwork. That's about it. I wish work and schoolwork takes up the least amount of my time but noooooo, time spent with my lao eh is the shortest. Cb. Can't wait for the holidays.

Can't believe yet another year of O-levels over. My fellow '93 peeps taking your A-levels hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Almost over!

I'm gonna whine and rant

2011-11-15T00:12:00.001+08:00

DONUT LIKE JOURNALISM DO NOT LIKE JOURNALISM DO NOT LIKE IT AT ALL I DO NOT LIKE WHAT I AM DOING NOW MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I AM LAZY??? I JUST LIKE TO DESIGN SHIT LA I CAN PHOTOSHOP ALL DAY ILLUSTRATOR INDESIGN ALSO CAN AND FILM SHIT WHY GOT NO COURSE LIKE THAT WHY!!!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO SUSTAINABLE URBAN ENGINEERING KNN I BET I WILL DIE THERE AS WELL LOL FUCKING HELL.

Okay. I need to draft something for feature writing and then get started on commiss. Ramani was right. Newswriting is so much easier than feature writing. You just need the facts and list them out BAM done!!!!!!!!!! CHEEBYE FEATURE WRITING. Not looking forward to profiling. SPY IS SO DAMN SCARY.

Anyway, finally headed to Ah Loy Thai to eat with my lao eh, Livia, Rachel and Gen!!! Shiok phad thai + kangkong + pandan fried chicken!!!!!!!! Headed to Bugis to walk walk after that sigh see no buy see no buy!!! Cannot even touch. I miss my rich days!!!

My lao eh sibeh cute sia knn sometimes I cannot tank it's like even when I'm angry I just look at her cute face and melt hahaha ccb.

The world is so fucking unfair. I want more time to spend with my lao eh. She's my lao eh and I can't even date her as and when I want. I can't spend more time with her because of time constraints, because of my parents, because of school, because of work. So many factors keeping us busy and apart BUT I WILL FIGHT THEM ALL IT'S YOU AND ME AGAINST THE WORLD~~~

On the bright side, because of all these factors it makes me appreciate my lao eh so fucking much. I can't take her for granted because we only have so much time to spend together in a day and I just can't bear to waste it by being angry or upset or frustrated or whatever THERE IS NOT SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH TIME.

Lao eh, do you know how much my life has changed because of you? Now I have something to look forward to every month and I actually have someone to spend the festive season with. I can plan things to cook for you. I get to plan your birthdays (okay this one very stress no joke Christmas Eve + Birthday it's like DOUBLE CELEBRATIONS!?!?!?!?).

I hope I have been there for you like you've always been there for me. I'm sorry I make you angry all the time because you always nag at me and I disregard it. You can nag at me for the rest of our lives baby, just make sure I get to nag at you as well. :) I love you lao eh.

2011-11-14T01:13:00.001+08:00

MAD CRAVING FOR MCDONALD'S BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEPS TWEETING ABOUT MCDONALD'S DISCONTINUING THEIR CURRY SAUCE KNN I WANT DOUBLE FILET-O-FISH, DOUBLE MCSPICY, MCNUGGETS, MCWINGS, FRIES AND MCFLURRY.

Not a good time to have cravings omg :(

Actually I have a lot of things due (ftwrg draft, commiss and others) BUT I HAVE NO MOOD TO DO THEM ALL because all of them require my determination and imagination both of which have decided to elope. :((((((((

Can't wait for the next pay day to replenish my bank account (only left with $0.20) wtf luckily I only owe my mom money can slowly return. I am in such dire need of good food. :(

Anyway I spent the entire weekend at my wife's house but only to sleep because we both have work sigh time spent together is never ever enough thanks to Wuhan splitting us apart for 42 days I feel like nothing can ever make up for that loss of time we could have spent with each other. It's almost like NS wtf can only date each other once a week or at night. :(

We spend so much time together after I got back it's weird (not to mention difficult) to spend time apart because it feels terrible because it brings back bad memories of the time while I was in Wuhan. I want more nice proper dates with my baby. :(

But first I need to work more to have the money to have a good date :D!

It's 1.33am and there is school tomorrow. How dreary.

Anyway I finished two seasons of Misfits. IT'S SO GOOD!!! Now I want to watch HIMYM but ugh school first. Bye.

Let's run away

2011-11-09T01:54:00.001+08:00

I feel so useless nowadays.

I have zero interest in journalism. I like to write nonsense and compositions of nonsense. Okay this might just boil down to me being motherfucking lazy and shy. I don't know how the fuck am I going to get interviews. Fuck feature writing.

Meh da kau!!!

HAHA I FEEL SO FUCKING GRATEFUL TO HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHO CARE (I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH OKAY) AND THEY MAKE MY PARENTS LOOK LIKE ... OKAY WELL THEY MAKE MY PARENTS LOOK DAMN UNREASONABLE AND OLD-FASHIONED.

I really don't get what crime I've commited????? Have I harmed anyone or commited a serious crime? Is loving someone of the same gender a crime? I really don't fucking get homophobia. Is it because they don't want the human species to die out??? Homophobes are such dicks and majority of them get bad sex. Maybe that's why they're so touchy. Jealous pricks.

If I had the balls to actually talk to my parents I'd be like "What the fuck did I do wrong? Do I need to be arrested?

Just because you don't like it doesn't mean it's wrong. Just because society doesn't accept it doesn't mean it's wrong. Just because you'll lose face doesn't mean it's wrong."

I don't know why I'm still typing, you'll never get to see these and you'll never understand anyway. Your arguments are all invalid and full of bullshit. There is no solid reason for you to separate us. You just don't like it because it's not the norm.

I wish I had the money to do whatever the fuck I want.

I'll totally get struck by lightning for saying this but I'll choose my girlfriend of 2 months over my parents who have fed and raised me for 18 years.

What right does anyone have to rob someone of their happiness?

Everytime I see my baby my heart still skips a beat, everytime she hugs me I don't want to let go, everytime she kisses me the world stops, no matter what happens everytime I know there is someone who loves and cares for me so unconditionally and readily. I don't know what she sees in me (maybe I'm sibeh cute to her). I see my whole world when I look at her. There are no words to describe how I feel when I'm with her. Sure we quarrel but we make up quickly because it is too painful to stay angry/upset with one another.

I don't know a lot of things but one thing is for sure, I cannot go another day without you baby.

Meh Da Kau

2011-11-02T13:39:00.001+08:00

What have I been up to lately?

I don't know. Photos on Facebook, tweets, memories (that are already fading away). I've watched a few movies, went to a few places to eat, gone broke, worked, slacked, slept and shat. Really no mood to record my life right now, not because I don't want to remember it, but because I'm lazy and really not in the mood to chase down memories from the past two weeks.

Has it really only been three weeks since my return from Wuhan??? When will I ever stop missing Wuhan?

I am really bad at managing my time. What if I never learn how to deal with it properly? One or the other will suffer.

I can't wait to graduate and move out asap. Easier said than done. I need to save more money. It's always about the money money money I worry about.

Three weeks in and I already want it to end. School stinks. I am too lazy for my own good.

Handy-dandy to-do list needs to make a reappearance!

1. Save money

2. Finish assignments ASAP

3. Take photos and blog about my day to make sure I don't forget.

Meh da kau translates to I feel like shit now but the feeling will pass just that I don't know when and leave me alone or shut up and die.

***update***
Koala passed away. Rest in peace Koala, you were the best and most obedient kitten I ever knew. I'm sorry we didn't take care of you adequately. We were blessed to have you for that short period of time. I hope you felt loved. Have fun and take care in kitty heaven.

The shit feeling disappeared as soon as I saw my baby's face. :) My baby makes everything better. We're gonna be working hard so we can move to our own (rented) studio apartment asap. I cannot wait to see what the future holds.

If the world decides to kaput in 2012 well then we'll join Koala.

I got my eye on you

2011-10-28T02:58:00.000+08:00

HI I am still very much alive!!! School's been really dull and the weather's not helping it's luring me to sleep and never ever part with my bed!!! I'm proud of myself though I've only skipped a day so far!!! Okay fine it's nearly the end of the 2nd week of school. It feels long enough. -.-

I can't believe school only started last week.

Anyway I just finished watching No Strings Attached with Jia at her house ^_^ Ashton Kutcher is so hot!!!!!!!!!!! And cute!!!

I am damn smelly cuz I'm not planning to bathe until I wake up for IS at 9am later. :(

HELLO! WOSHIAHPEK AND I LOVE MY AHSOH!!!!!! <3
- Ah Pek type one

My mum is a psycho bitch and I am sleepy byebye.

First Day of School!

2011-10-17T16:34:00.001+08:00

So fucking sian to be back in school. Furthermore this LT sucks our phones are all rendered useless because the place is like a fortress. What is the point of cutting off our network? Unless the lecturer doesn't allow us to use our computers then we'll be cut off.

I've been eating chicken (mostly fried) everyday since I returned from Wuhan thanks to the this pig here.

The first morning (13 Oct Thursday) I came back I had economic beehoon at Clementi Market with Jia!!!!!!!!!! Omfg beehoon!!!

Then we went to meet her bestfriend Jai for lunch at Al Azhar WTF AL AMEEN CLOSED DOWN WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! MY NAAN AND BUTTER CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Watched them play pool and felt lika noob and then we headed to town and met up with more friends (Rachel, Quinie and Karen) at Acid bar to drink.

Supposed to head to Play but didn't in the end. I felt so terrible tired after drinking good god. @_@ Rachel crashed at my house as well AND WE HAD A FAMILY FEAST THE NEXT MORNING!!!

Siao one early in the morning (14 Oct Friday) eat fried chicken. Ah well LIFE IS GOOD!!! Headed to Al Azhar again for lunch awhile later and ate beehoon soto om nom nom THE POTATO THING WAS GOOD. Had to head to ICA to do my I/C and paid $60 :( Ah well. Headed to Marina Square and bought banana milk and shitloads of snacks!!!

Cabbed to meet Livia, Jason and Isaac for Ponggol Nasi Lemak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OM NOM NOM. Anyway I've been cabbing a lot sia wtf need to maintain. After nasi lemak we had selegie tauhuay just across the road and it was very good! Can compare to the Whampoa one.

15 Oct Saturday was the day of Korean BBQ with Jia and Quinie. Wanted to go to Sojubang but the queue was madness so we headed to Chang @ Iluma instead! It was not bad. Watched 'The Thing' at Cineleisure. By god did the movie suck. It was gross and scary and personally I felt it was stupid. The effects and all were cool and the suspense and scare factor was there but I RLY HATE THE MOVIE LA no happy ending :( I like happy endings.

The last day of holidays (16 Oct Sunday) started off awesome Jia and I had Mac's breakfast in bed. :) Rolled around a bit before heading to Serene Centre's Island Creamery for mudpie. This Jia went to buy fried chicken from Broaster's after eating the mudpie wtf I AM SUPPOSED TO BE THE GLUTTON LEH???

Yup I've been doing shitloads of travelling heh heh heh anywhere is good with my baby. Met Quinie and Karen at Bugis's Guan Yin Miao to pray. Shopped a little afterwards and walked to Plaza Sing after dinner to get Gong Cha/baking stuff from Carrefour. That was when I realised we could get the supplies at the NTUC at Clementi -_-

Tried mango green tea with aiyu and it sucks I wanted to shit it out so badly afterwards. Jia and I got the stuff we needed and baked chocolate chip muffins!!! Left it outside to cool overnight and I rushed out my journal/reflections (shitty) before finally going to sleep.

These four days have been so good with Jia :( I don't want it to end.

Byebye. Crystal Jade xiaolongbao + steamboat buffet later with the fantastic 4 + Rachel :)!

2011-10-15T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! This is my third day back in Singapore!

It feels weird talking in English and knowing everyone understands you so you can't bitch openly. It's also damn expensive here I miss China food and money -_-

On the other hand, nothing beats spending time with Jia!!! Been going out with her the past few days and we literally spend every waking (and sleeping) hour together. Also the Singapore's KFC is so fucking juicy and good. I miss eating proper meat man. I'm hungry rawr just woke up not too long ago.

I'm gonna go wake my baby up now so I can go out to do my DBS atm card and get KOI. Heading out to eat bbq buffet later om nom nom!

42 Days in Wuhan

2011-10-11T20:24:00.001+08:00

我会想念我在武汉度过的时光。

It's our last night in Wuhan and honestly my feelings are damn mixed. It's not like I want to stay because I really fucking miss my girlfriend I need to go back to her. But I am going to miss this place with it's cheap food and awesome shopping and things that just will never ever happen in Singapore.

I'm gonna miss the bbq chicken, the ma la mian (aka yong tau foo), the various jian baos and dumplings, the korean meat wrap and other wraps, Bi Feng Tang (milk tea and QQ dan zai aaah), tauhuay, teppanyaki food, the bread shop, the snacks from the grocery shops and basically most of the things we've eaten and the people we've been seeing the past 6 weeks and also the cooling weather.

There are things I won't miss though. Number 1 on the list are the TOILETS. Mosquitoes are not far behind. Definitely also won't miss the rude and uncouth people, getting stared at, washing my own clothes and the general (lack of) cleanliness of the place.

Anyway, I got my hair dyed purple this morning. It cost me 0 yuan because the stylist offered to do it for FREE. W T F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See this is why I'm gonna miss China. Free hair dye. :( It's not like he'll gain anything out from it because I can't give him publicity or money or any other benefits. Haiya why so nice T^T

I love my hair I really do it's so much better than when I actually paid to get it dyed wtf.

I'll be back in Singapore tomorrow night. Back to the normal life. Back to my baby. :)

It's been a good 42 days. Thank you Wuhan.

I climbed 10 Bukit Timah Hills

2011-10-10T03:56:00.003+08:00

Spent Friday to Sunday up in the mountains~ Wudang Shan to be exact. The bus journey was hell sia wtf. I stayed up to do work but I didn't do any work lol I skyped LRY! New York seems cool bro have fun living the NY life. I hope you don't get mugged wtf.

Anyway I slept through (or concussed during) the 6-7 hour long bus journey to the base of the mountain where we had lunch. Then came the most horrible 1 hour bus journey I've ever taken in my entire life. Firstly there was this China douche ugh who squeezed his way up the bus and we nearly had to split up to take different buses wtf man and he said something the lines of "How did the teachers teach the students?" HELLO BITCH WE DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING?! AND YOU FUCKING SPAT ON THE BUS YOU UNCOUTH THING!!!

PUI!!! Spit on your cb face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO ANGRY!!! KNN!!!!!!!

I didn't know then but I just realised I stared at him for half the bus journey -_- Became super nauseous cuz the bus was like winding and shit and I had to stare at some cb fucker's face goodness knows why wtf UGH reached the hotel and the place smelled terrible I hate the wood smell!!!!!!!!! The entire experience was so bad Livia, Weilin, Yanhong and I skipped dinner to sleep. Yeah.

Oh right we visited some temple before heading back to the hotel to sleep. Honestly ah I don't know why they organised such a cultural/spiritual trip for FMS students...... 1) majority don't speak Chinese 2) I think more than half are Christians/Muslims, 3) we're learning about Film and Media Studies not The History and Culture of China.

Having said that I love studying cultures/looking at ancient ruins lol but it's just hard to enjoy it when there are people who are just so mopey and think everything sucks and I can't stop thinking about my lost wallet. Yeah. Plus EVERYTHING LOOKS THE SAME WTF I went to Beijing and I swear the temples look exactly the same. -_______-

Aaaaand having said that it was fun!!! I had good company. :D

Some temple.....

Pretty view in front of our hotel.

The second day was a killer. We fucking climbed to the peak of Wudang Shan which is the equivalent of 10 Bukit Timah Hills in 4 hours. We didn't climb the entire mountain, just the top part. But it's bad enough. I am so sick of climbing stairs. It got so bad to the point after the ordeal all I could see when I close my eyes were endless flights of stairs.

Livia, Weiling, Yanhong and I climbed together and we kept pushing on because 1) we didn't want to give up, 2) it was too far ahead to turn back, 3) we were fucking competitive and didn't want to let anyone overtake us LOL. Yeah the view wasn't really worth it............ plus it was crowded with pushy people pui. We kept asking ourselves why we are doing this LOL but oh well we made it.

IT FELT SO FUCKING GOOD TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP!!!

Anw guys it's damn amazing how they managed to build so many temples on the many peaks of Wudang Moutain wtf. Respect.

Took the cable car down (70yuan) cuz our legs were jelly. E-I-G-H-T minutes to head down. EIGHT. 4 hours to climb up. T_T

Lovely toilets. The stench was like nothing I've ever smelt before.

CABLE CAR RIDEEE WOOOOOO

Headed to another spot the following day (didn't bring my camera) and I nearly died because there were more steps alhdjaksfhkjaskasfkashdjkashd I DO NOT LIKE STEPS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh the spot was fun though there were a lot of drums and bells and a wishing well sort of thing to play with using coins HAHAHAHA MACHAM ARCADE.

There was a bell behind this giant coin with a hole in the middle so you have you throw the coin through that hole to hit the bell. GUESS WHO DID IT IN A SINGLE SHOT WOOHOO!!!

I AM THE WINNER!!!
Thanks to Yanhong and Dom who changed for coins and then gave me one to throw hehe. I still damn shiok thinking about it sia.

Another one was this giant vat filled with water with a dragon statue at the bottom. The purpose is to drop the coin in the vat and hope it lands on the dragon head. It's damn hard la we watched a couple squander their coins away. The other one was a drum with a bowl at the bottom; the coins should hit the drum and fall into the bowl. Saw another couple throwing handful of coins at the drums. Zomg. One handful probably 5yuan.

China is so commercialised........sigh.

Drank some special tea it felt ~magical~ After drinking the tea any other plain water you drink will taste sweet. LIKA MAGIC ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bought one container lol 50yuan~ MONEY WELL SPENT!!!

FINALLY IT WAS TIME TO HEAD BACK TO THE DORM FOR STREEEEEET FOOOOD!!!! The bus journey was more pleasant this time round but I was also more awake so it felt very long and torturous. We woke up at 7am and only reached the dorm around 7pm. In between we only had breakfast, sight-seeing, lunch and the rest of the time was spent travelling. ~_~

Yup. Our night was rather interesting. I think the Wudang Shan trip bonded us cuz it was the first time all of us had dinner together at the night market. Then Livia went to meet CL and Yanhong went to meet her parents and Weilin and I headed back to our dorms alone BOOHOOHOOO.

It feels good to finally be able to tweet Jia and call/skype her hehe. The internet was so bad at one point I nearly threw my mac on the floor wtf really not funny. 3 days deprived of Jia already leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I've already spent 40 days without Jia T_________T

On the bright side, 2 days more til I return to Singapore~! To Jia~! :D

LDR kills, guys, I'm so glad I'm returning to Singapore in 2 days. Nobody should ever have to go through ldr. :( I'm sorry I put you through this baby. It was a stupid and retarded thing to do. Stupid stupid stupid. The only good thing about it is that I claimed her as mine first ^_^ And she didn't run off with anyone else. YAY!!!!!!!!!! Shuang dao.

We're going shopping at Guang Gu again! I need to get some last minute shopping done with whatever money I have left. :( I hate how careless I am la serious really want to bludgeon my head with a huge rock. :(

AH 2 DAYS. No more cheap and awesome China street food, no more cheap and awesome shopping, no more running around the dorm corridors, no more bubble tea/waffles, no more carefree lifestyle. I will miss the experience we've had.

I can't wait to go back home.

Half half

2011-10-06T02:48:00.002+08:00

Just had like an ~emotional moment~ with Livia, Weilin and Yanhong. Weilin barged into our room tearing while carrying waffles and a bowl of yong tau foo and started blubbering about how by this time next week we won't be able to buy all these food anymore and we won't be seeing them anymore and then Livia and I started tearing cuz crying is contagious if everyone feels the same.

We've all grown attached to this place that over time, became dear to us. I still remember when we first arrived I couldn't wait to go back to Singapore and just get this done and over with. Our stay here was unpleasant at first, but bearable but it was all goood.

I will miss Wuhan. :'( The awesome and cheap food, cheap and fantastic shopping, super cooling weather and the independence of it all. It is a once in a lifetime experience man.

We had our last IS class on Monday. Actually this week's a blur to me zomg I lost my wallet somewhere this week my I/C, all my money, my atm cards, thumbdrive and some sing notes all gone :( But that's old news.

WHAT'S FRESH AND HAPPENING IS THAT AS OF TODAY, IT HAS BEEN ONE MONTH SINCE I ASKED JIA TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND!!! ^_^

And I am still in Wuhan yup this is how LDR roll!!! We've not stopped texting or calling or tweeting each other for about two months!!! Achievement unlocked!!! Anw LDR sucks major smelly sweaty balls nobody should ever have to go through it and I'm sorry I have to put Jia through this. :(

I shy I don't know what to type liao I go say to her in private maybe okay HERE'S TO MANY MORE MONTHS AND YEARS AND CENTURIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to sleep baby ^_^ I'll be home in 6 more days!!! No need to sleep alone anymore. No need to 幻想 anymore because I'l be there physically. :) I can't wait to show you everything I bought! Can't wait to watch movies with you, eat, see, smell okay I am damn boring I say the same thing everytime please don't get sick of hearing it.

I think I've already received the best monthsary present because you said you don't want to smoke. YES BEE I AM THAT HAPPY ^_^

Okay now I feel bad I cannot pass you any presents immediately. I'm gonna make it up by bringing my baby to eat good food, cook good food, shower with sayang and I can't think of anymore at the moment but we'll do stuff ;D I love you!

Already spent 30 days in Wuhan

2011-10-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

Every night I want nothing more than to be with my baby. It's been 30 days since I've last seen her, hugged her or smelt her. :'( I wanted to add in touch but it sounds wrong and I am an innocent little angel O:)

I miss my Jia :(
I hate how I can't be there to pick her up and send her home after work and talk on the bus. I hate how she is getting bitten by mozzies and I can't do anything about it but ask her to get Mopiko/apply feng you. Just hate being apart la.

Thanks to the advent of technology I can see her face through Skype and text/call/tweet her but nothing will ever beat actually being there physically with her. Gonna spend the 4 days before school reopens rolling in bed all day with her hahaha okay no we have a lot to do!!!

12 MORE DAYS YO YO YO YO YO YO!!! I can't fucking wait.

I wanted to post up cool photos of everyone plucking oranges but the trip's been postponed as it rained!!! IT GETS FUCKING COLD EACH TIME IT RAINS. LIKE TEETH-CHATTERING COLD. I hope it stops raining it makes me cold and wet and miserable and snively. I only like the rain when I'm indoors and preferably under a blanket (girlfriend optional but preferred) in bed.

Anyway we (Livia, Weilin, Yanhong) tried to flag a cab for about an hour to no avail because from China's having a holiday from 1 - 7 October and all the students were going home and all the cabs/buses were packed like sardines. I saw a girl puke from the window of a moving bus wtf!!! Only in China. All in all it was a dreary morning/afternoon. I went grocery shopping with Livia to settle all the presents and here's our trolley:

(from Livia's fb)

201 yuan worth of goodies!!!! More than half is for my girlfriend okay sorry I am damn biased like that because I am an obsessive possessive jealous girlfriend and I think it is a lesbian thing.

I am going to go grocery shopping again because I think it's not enough knn.

Had a claypot/mixed rice dinner!!! You get to choose the ingredients you want and they'll cook it claypot style~

(from Livia's facebook)

OH I CUT MY HAIR! It was fun hahaha talkative hairstylist is talkative. He chose the hairstyle. It's just a bit shorter. He wanted to perm my fringe (so it will curl the right way) because he kept styling it but it just stayed limp. He said my hair was too hard and straight. :( And now my hair sounds like male genitalia!!!!!!!!!!

Nah photo.

GOODNIGHT. WEBSITE DUE IN LESS THAN 5 DAYS!!!

Losing and gaining my appetite like no tomorrow

2011-09-26T20:22:00.001+08:00

Cb damn moodless. Better than rollercoaster-feelings that PMS tends to make you have.

I heard a lot of people say when they're sad they eat to cheer themselves up. I'm like wtf when I'm sad I just want to huddle up somewhere and die of sadness. Where got strength/mood to eat when I don't even have the will to move anywhere?

Eating is a happy event. So I must be happy to be able to eat.

Anyway judging from my size I am happy 99% of the time HAHAHA.

THE STUFF I ORDERED FROM TAOBAO ARRIVED! :) Not all though, there's still one more box of Lilo and Stich film.

Mini 7s: 445 + 14 yuan
Films: Winnie the Pooh and Mickey 98 + 18yuan, Lilo and Stitch 50 + 12 yuan, Hello Kitty 55 + 10 yuan
Total: 702 yuan which is approx. $143.26!!! :)

NOT BAD HOR?!?!?!

Can't wait to go back to Singapore and take shitloads of photos with Jia :)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We really have a lot to do okay so much to do so little time!!! Need to go Island Creamery, Ah Loy Thai, steamboat, Korean BBQ, Punggol Nasi Lemak and err what else ah baby I remember got a lot of food to eat!!! We also need to roll around in bed and watch movies and nua until the sun sets or something like that. And go out with Jay. And glutton gang. And 404 gang!!!!!!!! I ALSO NEED TO COOK A LOT OF RANDOM NONSENSE FOR HER OMG I NEED 4 STOMACHS AND 10 HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday we experienced a blackout that lasted for 22 hours and the internet was a bit wonky afterwards so I tumblr-ed instead. Read it here!!!

My poor baby is peeling 1kg worth of garlic now :( I wanna help!!! Sigh.

Despite all the ups and downs we've gone through, I never ever ever ever want to give anything up. Because as long as we're going through the ups and downs together I know we'll end up fine, if not even better than before. :) YOU'RE MINE TO KEEP BABY!

Shopping in China

2011-09-24T00:18:00.001+08:00

HI THIS POST WILL BE FLOODED WITH PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST REALISED I'LL MISS WUHAN CUZ THE FOOD AND SHOPPING IS SO CHEAP AND GOOD. AND I'LL MISS THE FREEDOM. SIGH~ BEING OVERSEAS WITHOUT PARENTS IS DAMN SHIOK.

AWESOME PANCAKE-LIKE THING!!!!!!! ALL THESE FOR 2 YUAN. BEEN EATING THIS FOR 2 DAYS LOL.

THE VENDING MACHINE SELLS CONDOMS....... AND SWEETS AND TISSUE AND JELLY........WTF MAN CHINA.

SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only bought like 7 pieces because like the rest were meh. Ah right right Livia, Valencia, Weilin, Yanhong and I went to Han Zheng Jie/Jiang Han Road to do some shopping to pamper ourselves!

Han Zheng Jie is the wholesale street in Wuhan and it was freaking awesome for Livia, Len and Yanhong la all knitwear and cute stuff haha Weilin and I didn't get anything but it was okay!!! Eh wait shit I got a scarf for 30 yuan!!! Yeah ok. We had this awesome cab driver btw and he drove us around the whole day!!! For 280 yuan!!!

Anyway he drove us to Jiang Han Road (nearby) and WEILIN AND I FOUND OUR TERRITORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the mall we went to when we first went to JHR. FUCKING AWESOME WTF I WANNA STAY THERE!!!

The sad thing is the things there are more expensive. Sigh WEILIN WE HAVE EXPENSIVE TASTE LOLOL. Blew 315 yuan on 7 pieces of clothing in total!!! Did our nails as well (10 yuan for design/colour, 40 yuan for gel extensions which Livia did)!!!!!!!!!! Bloody cheap and Livia has a crush on the girls there LOL.

No seriously. SIGH LOVE THAT MALL IN JIANGHAN. NEED TO GO SI MEN KOU SOON!!!

AND GUANG GU FOR FAKE CONVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING SHIT I NEED TO BUY A LOT OF SHIT FOR PEOPLE I ONLY WANNA SHOP FOR MY HUI HUI CAN? :(

SORRY I VERY BIAS ONE :))))))))))))))))))))))

IF YOU WANT ANYTHING PLEASE TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BUY STUFF FOR YOU AND YOU END UP NOT LIKING IT OR USING IT OR WHATEVER OK!!!

So far I have Yilin's Kang Shi Fu Iced Tea + instant noodles to buy and Jay's red converse highcuts size 38.

I don't even know what to buy for my parents.............. I'm gonna buy a lot of snacks to give people if they ask for stuff from China. The Pocky and Pretz and Lays (potato chips) BLOODY AWESOME!!!!!!!

na my 6 tops from Jiang Han!

I AM VERY SAD. My blackberry is 10% blind. SIGH. I gave it a new screen protector!!! For 5 yuan wtf and the guy is super duper meticulous I can cry tears of gan dong ness watching him.

Some photobooth pictures cuz I'm wearing eyeliner ^_^

YEAH I WILL NEVER CUT MY HAIR THAT SHORT EVER AGAIN.

My hair is in a terrible condition. TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

18 DAYS TILL I GO BACK TO SINGAPORE TO GIVE MY GIRLFRIEND A BIG HUG AND MA SA JI!!! I MISS HER SO MUCH OK EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HER ACTUALLY THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE CUZ I'M ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT HER ANYWAY HAHA SHE MAILED ME A PARCEL OF LOVE SOMETIME AGO AND NOW I HUG HER SHIRT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT UNTIL MY PJS SMELL LIKE HER. I AM GOING TO RISK SOUNDING LIKE A PERVERT BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO SMELL HER AGAIN :)))))))))

YA OK I NORMALLY DON'T DO THIS PROFESSING OF LOVE THING BECAUSE I THINK DISPLAYS OF AFFECTION OF ANY KIND SHOULD BE KEPT TO A MINIMUM IN PUBLIC... DON'T WANT TO GET JUDGED.

BUT IT'S MY BLOG AND MY HUIHUI SO YEAH BYEBYE!!!

Back from Three Gorges Cruise

2011-09-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK FROM THE YANGTZE RIVER!!!

Loved the weather, food was okay, loved the toilet, bed was okay, the trip was okay. When I studied about the Three Gorges it was still under construction. And seeing it was just "...meh..." It's damn huge and it looks pretty. But I think of the consquences to building the dam and I don't want to think anymore la.

SO GLAD TO BE BACK IN THE DORMS WITH INTERNET!!! Sian so dependent on the internet it's scary. I need to start doing work sian ji pua. I'M SO HUNGRY NOW!!!

ANYWAY THE PARCEL JIA SENT HAS ARRIVED!!! But I need to wait until tomorrow to collect it because the post office is closed already. :(

Morning need to wake up early to collect the parcel. ^_^ Okay just got off the phone with Jia I SHALL GO BATHE NOW!!!!!!! Have I mentioned that it's freezing!?!??! Makes me feel like not bathing sia CUZ I DON'T WANT TO REMOVE MY CLOTHES! IT'S COLD :( LEMME KEEP THEM ON.

And then all my girlfriend will tweet about is how dirty, unhygienic and smelly I am fml. -_-

WEBDEE AFTER BATHING!!!!!!!!!!! YES. OKAY. I DON'T WANNA MOVE LA I'M SO LAZY :(

K SOME RANDOM PHOTOS

MISS THE CRUISE TOILET

MY ROOMMATE..........

PINK POND WTF

OUR LOVELY ROOM ^_^

SO CUTE THE COOKIES!!! VERY NICE!

Right next to you

2011-09-18T05:12:00.003+08:00

Been a super long time since I last ton. Cb I feel damn weak and old now my back aches my knees hurt and my feet keeps going numb. Doesn't help that I feel like shitting omg. I'm gonna concuss on the bus later the tour guide better keep her mouth shut for the entire 5 hour journey.

I was born to sleep T_T

Okay yes I'm not done packing. I need to pack one more bra, charger, laptop, phone charger, camera bag, remember to bring food, shades, wallet and I think that's about it. I'm packing for a 3D2N cruise along the Yangtze River if anyone is wondering.

Hoping for the best and expecting the worst. I think this Wuhan trip has taught me that. The weather finally got cooler again! :D Finally!!!

Erm no new updates in Wuhan except we found new places to eat at! STREET FOOD IS AWESOME. Classes ~meh~ as usual. OH RIGHT got my results today and it is the shittiest gpa I've ever seen haha I am damn jialat everyone's GPA is improving and mine is dropping as the sems pass. Time to buck up for next sem!!!

I've about planned my work schedule already. I think I can go back to being a (special) full-timer at Gong Cha. MONEY MONEY MONEY.

I got quite teary while replying your email baby and I don't know why haha. I just feel very blessed and at the same time very unfair because we only managed to spend a very brief period of time together. I should have listened to you and not looked at your past statuses cuz I feel 10x more insecure than just now. It's the timing also I think. This kind of timing is meant for sleeping and nothing else!!!!!!!!!

I miss you. :(

25 more days to the return of Aunty Muthu~ :)

2011-09-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

I really hate how difficult it is to express myself. All the thoughts just inside with no form of escape.

I cannot do this right now.

I need food.

I need you.

Why am I in Wuhan?

FRESHLY MADE GIFS (NOT)

2011-09-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah we have wifi in class now. Distraction level up 3000000000000000% percent. :( I shouldn't have switched my airport on. Sigh. At this rate I'm blogging I'm going to hit 2k posts by the end of the Wuhan trip. Wtf.

TRIED TO INSERT GIFS BUT THEY NO WORK :(

Anyway there has been a recurring problem with my mac charger wtf. My mac crashed when I plugged in and out of my mac. Livia's too. T_T WAE LIDDIS!!!!!!!!!

I am motherfungry. Learning how to make buttons now bye.

My qt3.14 is still sleeping sucha pig hahaha.

I need a financial consultant

2011-09-14T02:26:00.001+08:00

I've spent 3049 yuan in China and it's only been 13 days (14 counting today). :(

950: Topping up my phone
738: Taobao (bought polaroid + 4 packs of film)
1361: Food + Shopping (WHAT THE FUCK DID I SPEND ON)
301: What I am left with

.........................

Yeah in my opinion the most ridiculous amount was on topping up my card but IT'S ALL WORTH IT CUZ IT'S ALL FOR MY BABY~

And ya Taobao LOL but I got a polaroid + 4 packets of cartoon films so I'm not complaining ^_^

So far I've bought a knitted top (75 yuan), fake vans (49 yuan), shades, (25 yuan), umbrella (39 yuan), dyed my hair (199 yuan), a pair of fake converse (50 yuan), socks (5 for 10 yuan), souvenirs for my parents (40 yuan), a bag for my brother (49 yuan), a bag (29 yuan), two shirts (188 yuan), another pair of fake converse (50 yuan) for Jia. Errr that's all I remember at the moment.

The food is damn cheap and good. I may pay Singapore price but the amount I get is soooooooooo much more. :) I'm gonna become fatter yay!!!!

Breaking news: I jumped on my bed for 5 minutes straight to soften it!!! AND YEAH IT'S MUCH SOFTER THAN LIVIA'S ONE NOW MUAHAHA. I also did crunches and sit-ups (like 10 LOL) and ran back to school with Livia cuz she was having a stomachache. We went in and out of school like 3 times haha SO MUCH EXERCISING DONE TODAY!!! Supposed to play basketball in the morning but guess what everyone woke up past 12pm????? Really damn lepak.

Plus the cb weather suddenly turned hot again. :(((

Okay byebye I need to go and sing my baby to sleep. So hard to coax to sleep one. SIGH. My life :(

HAHAHAH I AM KIDDING. I LOVE YOU BABY :))))))) IF I NEED TO COAX YOU TO SLEEP EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL DO IT OKAY.

30 DAYS LEFT

2011-09-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Till I can fly back to Singapore and into your arms. And to eat punggol nasi lemak. Hahaha.

Webdee is fun! So far. I think. Idk. Lol. I JUST WANNA GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH!!!!!!!!!!! Had really good food today~ Street food is da bomb.

Anyway here are some gifs Livia Chua made using Flash. She has nowhere to upload them hahaha so here they are!!!!!!!!!! Wao wao wao wao wao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH RIGHT RIGHT BEFORE I LEAVE EVERYONE LOOK AT MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE'S DAMN CUTE HOR HAHAH OK BYE I FASTER ZAO BEFORE SOMEONE SLAPS ME.

Greetings from China!

2011-09-11T02:05:00.000+08:00

The new blogger interface looks so good. Yummers. :D

Anyway, thanks to the NP Student VPN I'm able to access Blogger, Facebook, Twitter and Youtube. But the connection is rather slow so Youtube is out of the question. It feels good to be able to tweet after a week of hiatus. Lol.

Wuhan gets lovelier everyday.

The first night we arrived I was so T_T at the place because we had to lug our luggage up 3 stories at 12am after several hours of travelling. And my period arrived. And the place was dirty as hell. And our toilet had no light. And there was a leaking pipe that would drip water on you every few seconds as you pee/poop. And there was not internet. And I couldn't sms because I apparently don't have auto-roam wtf Singtel.

My roomie is Livia Chua! :) We tidied up the room (swept a lot of cigarette butts away and stuck photos) and got ready for bed.

Tada the cigarette butts!

We both woke up with fantastic bites the following morning. Livia's one on top (she got bitten on her freaking eye too) mine below.

Headed out for lunch, then to settle our SIM cards and grocery shopping because we had no shower gel nor toilet paper nor ways of communication. Internet was supposed to be up but the lan cable wasn't Mac compatible blah blah Mr Huang recently got a wireless router and internet was up yesterday! :) MCM students actually survived 7 days without proper internet.

(Alternating between doing my work and blogging. Bettter finish my work first -.-)

OKAY YAY DONE. Turns out my IS is due tomorrow whoopee doo. Anyway I'm finished already. Pfft.

Right that was day 1 + 2. Day 3 was spent shopping at Guang Gu! :) The shop owners all thought we were from Korea/Thailand so they jacked up the price by quite a bit. Nb. Anw there really are no rules in Wuhan one sia you just walk up to a cab, open the door and get on WHILE IT IS MOVING. Yeah cabbing is damn cheap. $1+ per person.

The shopping here is super good btw! Lots of blogshoppy stuff at about 1/2 the price or cheaper!!! But have to bargain and dig. They have a lot of knitwear. I didn't buy a lot of things cuz they're not very me... plus I blew a lot of money on my prepaid card. Heh.

Day 4 + 5 were spent at some Lulin place. We went water rafting (fun), trekking at Beauty Valley (boring...) and the next day we went sightseeing (sleep-inducing) AND THERE WERE FUCKING BEES EVERYWHERE. Do not like insects :'( The best thing about this weekend was the rafting and the toilet (no toilet bowl but very clean and spacious) at the hotel. Did I mention there are like no toilet bowls at all? I've been squatting a lot I think my ankles are getting damn strong.

Spot the Japanese dude amongst the Chinese dudes.

Day 6: Monday we had lessons. It was super short. And easy. Decided to head out to Guang Gu in a big group haha. Everyone got loot! WE DYED OUR HAIR ^_^

The photo colours not accurate one pui. Anw just keep looking at the photos until you get used to it la lol. Weilin's flaming red, Livia's ash blonde and I'm supposed to be violet but the stylist added too much red so it looks maroon. Oh well.

Day 7: Studied at the school library. (Really damn tired at this point of time so I'm just gonna use short and disjointed sentences) It's like half constructed... but very new... but nothing is working. Like the escalators. Anw I spent the entire afternoon on eBuddy. Lol.

I asked Jia to be my girlfriend that day ^____________^ I'm pretty I got something wrong there la cannot remember dates for nuts. BUT I REMEMBER SEPTEMBER 6!

Day 8: Wednesday, another web dee lesson. This time it was more hardcore but we still ended early (around 3.44pm) so we headed to Walmart at a shopping mall that looked promising. BUT IT WAS A BIG FAT LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only two levels were open and it was so fucking small and none of the shops we wanted to go to was open. Cb. Haven't open don't put the sign there la!!!!!!!! Cheat our feelings. Pfft.

Decided to head to Guang Gu for dinner and light shopping. And ended up getting even more bargains. Wtf haha impromptu ftw!!!

Day 9: Thursday. Wah quite terribly boring. Went to some musuem (wtf) to see the tomb and remnants of some king who died in 2000 A.D. Ancient shit. THERE WERE NO BODIES. :( I WANNA SEE SKELETONS AND SCARY SHIT.

Headed to some really scenic park at the East Lake and walked half a round or so and took photos. Yeah.................. the most noticable bit about the place was that Mao Ze Dong visited it before.

Headed to a nice little awesome food street for lunch!!!

Then went to Yellow Crane Tower. I honestly don't know why it's a tourist attraction wtf. It's not even the original building T_T Anyway the view was good weather was good. Went to Jiang Han after that. Meh. Guang Gu is the bomb.

Friday: Library again to do work AND HALFWAY (actually after lunch at the expensive library cafe) we were told there was wifi in our dorms so I rushed back to try it WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA happiest day in Wuhan, confirm. Got so distracted uploading photos, updating twitter etc etc OMG IT FEELS GOOD TO TUMBLR!!!!!!! But still managed to do some work la. Hehe.

Had multiple skype conversations with Jia :) Replied her emails and stuff. FEELS DAMN GOOD TO BE ONLINE OMG REALLYYY. LIKE REALLY.

Saturday: I rolled around in bed. Skyped, went out for KFC for lunch, explored the area around school, skyped, did work, skyped, tweeted, went out for late dinner around the school. The school has like a daily night market with super cheap food ^_^ Discovered NON-DILUTED MILK TEA!!! Woohoo. Skyped somemore with Jia haha.

Okay I'm gonna transform into a nauseating piece of cheese now bye everyone Jia you may continue reading.

You just instantly click with someone.
And you just like them all of a sudden for no real reason.
And somehow everything about them is instantly wonderful - even just the way they breathe.
When this happens you make yourself do crazy things just to see them again.
You’ll pass up on things you really wanted to do just for the opportunity to see them again.
Sometimes you can just tell someone is worth it, and if you don’t do everything in your power to reach out for them - you’re just wasting your time.

Okay ya I think I'm finally done blogging I'm going shopping tomorrow. Goodnight from Wuhan!!! :)

Take control of the world like it's all we have to hold on to

2011-08-29T02:49:00.003+08:00

I AM FLYING OFF IN TWO DAYS OR SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haven't packed cuz I'm a last minute person and I will be sure to regret it wtf and I won't be able to access my blog because China blocked Blogger.Com and if they could block the fucking Internet I bet you my ass they would.

Virtually everything I use is blocked. :'( Chao chee bye. I may or may not start a new blog for Wuhan. OOOOOO Tumblr's not blocked!!! Shall blog there then :)

(LRY just dropped me a piece of information from heaven so I'll be able to access blocked sites OOOH YEAH!!!!)

Just realised how fucking much I will miss everyone D': Schoolmates, colleagues, friends etc. I really should start packing and I should go to sleep because I'm going to JB tomorrow on the eve of Hari Raya at 10am I am fucking crazy.

Yknow I used to see all those posts about relationships and stuff on Tumblr/Facebook and I'm like "...meh continue scrolling".

It's really really crazy how someone you have literally lived without for 18 years suddenly become so goddamn important to you in a short span of time. I don't know how or why (not that it matters) but I believe everything happens for a reason. It's cliche but I quote HIMYM, cliches are comforting.

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

Ted: "My parents live in Ohio. I live IN the present."

Hahahahaha it sounds so lame + pretentious but so relatable!!!!!!!!!!!! I am permanently on happy memories mode and bad memories are just terrible. I keep them locked up somewhere so if I really do go crazy one day SOMEONE MUST HAVE FUCKING STOLEN THE KEYS.

Cheebye la I'm mental. HAHAHHA ok suddenly remembered this conversation with Livia at Food for Thought at 8Q.

SK: "I want to stay here and eat pancakes until 5pm."
Livia: "Are you mad?"

SK: "I am mad....I am MADLY in loveeeeeeeee with the pancakes."

Livia: "WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAA."

I hope you're reading this. :) I will continue doing whatever I'm doing to the best of my ability. I won't stop trying because it doesn't hurt to try. I honestly am not expecting anything from this because I really am happy now and that's all that matters.

Unless you buay song la then come find me talk hahahaha kidding kidding. Please take care of yourself. :)

It's always say goodnight and go

2011-08-27T02:35:00.001+08:00

I'm not crazy. :D Taking things slowly. :D

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!! Wuhan in a few days. SO FAST I'VE NOT PACKED!!!! AM I MENTALLY PREPARED???????????????? I THOUGHT I WAS. BUT FROM THE ITINERARY IT LOOKS FUN!!!!!!!!! OKAY OKAY GO WITH AN OPEN MINDSET!!! ^_^

Yeah anyway I think some people really expect too much lol and I think that's fucking dumb please the world is bigger than what you see.

I'm really giggly nowadays cannot tank myself.

QT3.14

2011-08-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

I feel slightly mental nowadays. Mostly irrational. And yeah which makes me feel mental. I don't know why I am doing all these but the bottomline is I feel really happy. And slightly mental, like wtf am I doing omg seriously?

Probably a few months later I'll be like wtf dude were you high? Lol.

Besides the terrible chocolate rose tea from Artease that churned my stomach... the rest of the day was pretty incredible. Copied notes ("studying" I guess) and managed to catch a movie (Horrible Bosses). :)

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Yeah bye.

Hot Summer

2011-08-24T01:19:00.003+08:00

Hi I survived Advert exam :) Stayed up till 5am studying and after doing the paper I regret not studying harder haha I can't spot questions for nuts. Saddening but I know I can pass the paper hehehe.

Been so long since I updated but I wasn't busy studying/working/doing projects. I was just lazy. Studying at Tom and Toms paid off~ Whee. Aiya so many things happened T_T

For starters I've been sending bowls of love everyday to Mdm Wong's Shelter to feed either a cat or a dog. Other than Mdm Wong's shelter the three other participating shelters are Gentle Paws, Noah's Ark and Animal Lovers League! Every click sends a bowl of pet food (exact quantity stated on the site) to either a dog or a cat at any of the 4 shelters. It doesn't cost you anything to do this so what the hell are you waiting for!!!

CLICK TO SEND A BOWL OF LOVE TODAY! :)

Anw no idea why I was so angsty in the post below lol on the same day I went to Food For Thought at 8Q and had the best brunch ever with Livia :) FFT PANCAKES ARE SO GOOOD!

17 August (2 days later) it was tv prod filming. Thank you Gary for agreeing to help us out. The shoot went reasonably well. I need to watch the tape to see if we did okay. BUT YEAH TV PROD OVER WOOO ADVERT OVER WOOO left with mrm woo.

2 days to study for MRM!!! I can do this yo yo yo yo yo.

I hope I don't have any homophobic friends because I don't think I can be friends with y'all anymore lol.

My QT3.14 is very QT :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Ridikulus

2011-08-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

K I've learnt never to blog or tweet when I'm very angry at someone because I will live to regret what I said.

REALLY NOT MY MONTH OK AUGUST. Maybe cuz I not patriotic so all the lucky charms for Singapore doesn't work for me anymore??? Ok I dunno what I'm talking about.

CB LA DAMN DULAN. MY PARENTS PAYING SO MUCH SCHOOL FEES BUT I'M NOT LEARNING SHIT.

GOOD FUCKING NIGHT I NEED TO SLEEP CONTINUE THIS LATER.

Uncertain

2011-08-08T01:09:00.003+08:00

Proooobably shouldn't be blogging but if not now, then when?

Can't wait for this week to be over. Shouldn't have worked this weekend newswriting completely slipped my mind wtf stupidgirl93 pui luckily my editor Xiao Gen is f-awesome so I got my 'deadline' extended ^_^

Waiting to be flooded by emails so I can put in the articles into the newspapers AND GET IT PRINTED ASAP AND GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH. So glad I'm not working this whole week I fell asleep on the bus just now and all I could dream about was work similanjiao and I haven't had dreams since forever.

Anyway someone dropped like a really heavy bag on the floor and it woke up me up lol just in time to see the person next to me jump hahahaha fucking funny ok no I was damn annoyed cuz I couldn't go back to sleep after that but it's a good thing as well cuz I didn't want to dream about work wtf.

Newswriting newswriting newswriting and then MM and then NO MORE SCHOOL JUST HAVE TO STUDY FOR EXAM ACCIO WILLPOWER!!!

KNN I AM DAMN HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

I have no idea why but recently life has been bleak. Actually I do have some notion of an idea why. Maybe it's part of turning 18 or something but I've been feeling very insecure about everything under the cb sun. Projects, self-image (cb why my face so cui), future, life, friends, family you name it I'm insecure, unsure and uncertain about it. Why liddis.

Can't wait to go to Wuhan. It sounds like a dream.

There's just something about a future love

2011-08-01T01:07:00.004+08:00

Just really needed to edit something.

Can't bring myself to do work + my period is here + I AM WAY OVERDUE IN DOING STUFF I SAID TO DO NOT GOOD NOT GOOD AT ALL.

31 DAYS TIL I LEAVE FOR WUHAN @_@

Money not Enough

2011-07-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

Listening to Future Love by Varsity Fanclub! ^.^

There are many things in this world that I am unsure of but one thing is for certain; as I get older the more uncertain I am of what is going to happen next. From Primary school it was confirmed I will go to secondary school, from sec 2 onwards I confirmed that I want to go Poly. And now that I'm in Poly I'm completely and utterly lost.

I am still interested in film and design and I'm slowly gaining interest in PR for some weird reason (I think mostly because someone told me it's easy and my brain likes that word. Slut brain).

How do other people make choices to just quit school? The notion that education will see me through life and land me a job is so deeply ingrained even though I know it's not always true. People are not mathematics equations, where one can apply formulas and it is sure to solve the problem (unless it's a trick question then sorry mate just skip the question).

I don't know if I should be thankful because lately I've completely lost motivation to go to school but above-mentioned notion has inhibited this easy way out. Don't like, just give up. And then when I've decided to suck it up and become determined to finish this last stretch of education another thing pops up to somewhat thwart that determination.

FUCKING SCHOOL FEES. In a fucking rage because this sem's school fees increased and I forgot to put money in my bank account so it failed to deduct. Nevermind. Put the money in. Waited for confirmation of successful deduction but what I got was another unsuccessful one BEAUSE THEY IMPOSED A FUCKING LATE FEE OF $15 and I didn't have enough cuz I put in the exact amount.

Seriously $15. I need to work 3 hours to earn that back. Fuck you NP. My dislike for the school is chalking up rapidly. I can't even go to school in peace because people from SIM and NP and random commuters are fighting for space to stand in the buses which never seem to be enough even though there is one bus every 3 minutes.

Despite all these dreary moments, the opitimistic, prideful fighter inside me just bursts out and goes, "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. I WILL NOT GIVE UP. I MUST NOT LOSE."

I think the part of my brain that makes me procrastinate and the other part that has foresight are a bit wonky. Like they're working together or something wtf. I am a very confused person now and my typing is getting terrible.

Anyway discussions like the one above and more happen inside of my head quite frequently and I always lose track of my thoughts. I don't really think that's very healthy because now my attention span is very short.

I'm okay with the workload because the amount of things I don't like and the things I like are quite balanced. I hope I don't have to eat my words in two weeks... just two weeks more till the end of this dreadful semester. I know I'm not alone in thinking how dreadful the semester is. It's a bloody nightmare. It makes Year 1 look like a fucking joke.

Nevermind the useless modules. It's just information overload and there is no standardisation. How do I do the work? One lecturer says this, the other says that. Who the fuck do I listen to? Make up your mind please.

Too much ranting ugh I cannot stand negativity.

The past few weeks/days have been nothing short of fantabulous. I watched Deathly Hallows Part 2, I managed to buy a new top at long last I have something new to wear, I have had good food without burning a hole in my wallet, I finally did something to my hair (as mentioned below) and I've found new cosy places. I love cosy places.

If only I didn't feel so much pent up anger this whole week. So angry but I can feel myself suppressing it and it frustrates me to no end I think I'm gonna get internal injuries. I am suppressing it because I don't think anyone deserves to have a person blow their top in his/her face. It's just uncalled for because it's not even their fault wtf.

I am a selfish person.

I don't know how to please everyone and half of me don't see why I should and the other half of me desperately wants to appease everyone. I want to get everyone together too. But it's just so difficult to accomodate everyone and with my slutty scatterbrain it's doubly difficult because I tend to think I have the superpower to split myself into two and attend two outings at the same time with different groups of people (i.e. I always mix up my schedules).

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

TV Prod goes first, then Advert, MRM, MM and NEWSWG. And then it will be over at long last.

Stay away from scissors

2011-07-21T00:22:00.004+08:00

Ok hi I tried to follow this tutorial and failed. Not once, not twice, but three times. So I have short and choppy bangs now someone please just hide my scissors I got so annoyed I forgot to pull my fringe to the side so I tried again. And again and I failed all three times and now I have bangs.

I think I sectioned my hair wrongly.

I will wait until my fringe grows long enough AND THEN I WILL TRY AGAIN!!!!!!!! ^_^

This was how my hair looked like around 4pm on Thursday.

And my hair now:

The white spots are Hazeline k.

Hair issues aside I NEED TO FOCUS AND COMPLETE MY WORK GODDAMNIT T_T

What I See

2011-07-16T17:25:00.004+08:00

You know what really pisses me off right now?

We keep doing and doing work but it never seems to finish!!! Maybe I'm just too used to holidaying.

Meh school is dreadfully dreary. Working has been really boring..... but hey for the moolah. I really shouldn't have spent like I own a money printing machine really ;( There was no TV Prod this wed! So I went to work in the morning and went to 15 Minutes with Livia and Rachel at night! The food was okay, the ambience was awesome and the live music fantastic!

Beef straganoff. Very rich and heavy and chewy.

Sambal chicken thigh WHICH WAS AWESOME. The oriental duck pizza was better than Timbre's according to Livia, but I don't really fancy it :(

Spicy vongole. Spicy. And a lot of clams!

We moved down to the lounge for drinks and to listen to Gabriel Lynch!

$5 vodka with sprite... tasted only of sprite.

I feel very far behind a lot of work hohoho THURSDAY IS THE NEW MONDAY. I hate Thursdays with a vengence dear god all tutorials bleh bleh bleh.

Friday was good cuz of:

Headed to the Esplanade after school with Livia and Rachel to watch Gabriel Lynch perform at the Esplanade Waterfront :) It was gooood but we had to leave before the 2nd set because the two old ladies were very tired.

Spot the difference between people who have been doing work and person who have been watching past Harry Potter movies for the past week instead of doing work T_T

Bought his albums!!! And got signatures!!! All that're missing now are photos omg :( He's a very lovely person because he came down after his performance at 15 Minutes and chatted with us and he remembered us on Friday!!! ^_^ Happy maximus.

Anyhoo I'm watching the final Harry Potter movie tonight... which is more like tomorrow cuz the movie's at 11.50pm. Doing work work work with HP as a motivation!!!

I need to work more!!! And earn back the money I've squandered away. :'(

It'll be a miracle if I survive

2011-07-11T01:35:00.003+08:00

Brb I need to go run into a brick wall headfirst. Then get up and run into it again.

9 days since I last blogged wtf and a lot has changed. Mostly I went from "I'm gonna quit GC!!!" to "I'M GONNA CONTINUE WORKING!!!"

I just realised I made myself work 7 days straight knn THERE IS NO BREAK BETWEEN SUNDAY AND MONDAY LEH CB STUPID OR WHAT. Please come visit me at Gong Cha @ The Cathay, Level 4. I promise to give you 10% discount.

Been sleeping at 4.30am for the past three days. I don't intend to break any records or what it's just that I've been sleeping way too late for my own good because I am the lousiest time planner ever and I use my backside to think. It's already going to be mid-July and my to-do list always auto-refresh and have stuff on it. Right now there're a lot of long-term projects so my to-do radar is very slack. MM Newswg MRM knn Advert Tvprod also everything all due in the same week again I think.

Recently all the things I'm learning and have learnt in MCM is suddenly very applicable to work. Okay not everything skills gained from newswriting hasn't showed up anywhere. Yet...(?). So far nothing I've learnt during pre-Poly schooling days have proved to be useful.

People change when they're given a position (or thought they are given one). It's scary. Whoever designed us humans must be super scary to have thought of putting all these qualities in us. Or just really plain bored and see what will happen if...

I needa do newspaper design shit I shall leave it till tomorrow and suffer :( Have to plan council outing + chalet (which I can postpone till before I leave for Wuhan) and some other work. SO LITTLE TIMEEEEEEE SO LITTLE TIMEEEEEEE.

Kiat, Yian and Wen crashed my house on Friday-Saturday. They slept in my living room like the 3 little pigs lololol aye last minute happenings. Headed to Whampoa after school with Livia on Thursday to get photos and eat om nom nom. Wednesday was party day during TV Prod and made some friends from China cuz they crashed our TV Prod lecture I think I'm a very annoying host.

Terrible headache gonna go to bed and hopefully I CAN GET THE NEWSPAPER THINGO OUT WITHIN 2 HOURS WISH ME LUCK I SHOULD HAVE STARTED ON IT EARLIER.

Die procrastination die. You murdered my sleep.

One down, a lot more to go

2011-07-02T01:55:00.003+08:00

We had TV Prod filming today (1 July Friday)!!! It went rather smoothly in my opinion. I am super thankful for my awesome class P206. We did the backdrop together and it's so pretty :) And also thanks y'all for doing your jobs so seriously EVERYONE DID A GOOD JOB OK! Thank you all our guests for coming down to help us out it really means a lot to us. Last but not least THANK YOU MR JON FOO.

Although very naggy at times but it's all for our own good T_T Almost didn't get to film but we're special and get special requests and now we owe him lunch and dinner but it's all worth it. I talk as if it's our final show but no it's just a 15% piece of work which consists of weeks of rehearsals and tense, stress-filled moments. Now we have the demo show to worry about.

Compared to Mediacorp this is like child's play (because Mediacorp is supposedly damn hellish). I feel so ill-equipped. ANYWAY, just happy this is over. Now to focus on Advert + Newswg. And then MM test. And then MRM survey. And then TV Prod presentation. And then I wait for more bombs to drop.

Done with 20%-ish of advert. Had a photoshoot today THANK YOU RANDOM YEAR 1s AND HAWA + KEZIAH + LIVIA FOR HELPING OUT AND THANK YOU NADRAH FOR BEING OUR MODEL.

Decided to quit GC but I will continue working until I leave for Wuhan. So lazy to look for a new job :( But really need the money for my insurance and phone bills and transport. Sian.

Still feeling full from the supper with Gen, Jason, Weilin, Ryo, Melvin and Yaoting after TV Prod ended. Naaaan + Butter Chicken. Nah photos (newest first) from TV Prod + rehearsal + photos taken durng lectures.

Left the backdrops alone cuz it's very pretty LOL Mr Jon Foo didn't object. Hopefully the next class will be able to use. If not please keep it there. We took class photos and they're with She-ler. Gonna upload them when they get uploaded.

Rebecca brought a wig to class....so the guys except Melvin had fun being girls... and they all look very pretty... wtf.

Livia Chua is addicted to this app and kept taking photos. Apps are seriously the only reason that makes people want to get an iPhone/iPod.

I'm going through some hair crisis now because some days I really like my hair length and other days I JUST WANNA CUT IT SHORT. But I shall be stingy, save money and don't cut until I look like a cave woman. Yup. ANOTHER CRISIS my shampoo + conditioner are running low and I want cheap (below $10) but good shampoos any recommendations?

Oh yeah got back our MM + MRM stuff and the results are okay. The effort I put in is translated in the marks I'm getting. It just means I'm doing really averagely. Better than failing WHEEEE!!!!

It's 4am WTF GOING TO SLEEP BYE. Contemplated going to Shupei at AMK and then go trim my eyebrows or something but sleep's more important. And advert. And newswg. Goodnight everybody.

How're you I'm fine thank you and you?

2011-06-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yes I'm damn productive LOL the to-do list is never-ending. Dunno why I'm still so chill, playing Asphalt 6 (DRIVING A LAMBO) everyday.

Hmmmmm other than school...nothing much. Got a new eyecandy YES!!! It's a girl :) Named TC. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Aww the smiley faces look damn cute hahaha.

TVProd, Advert, MM, MRM, Newswriting... none are completed. Can't wait to end this sem omg. Long long way to go. I'm still holidaying. My bedroom is forever giving out holiday vibes. Cannot imagine studying after about 1 year +++ of no serious studying what the fuck haven't been listening in class also. Won't fail but grades will be major lousy.

Meh sleep time.

Good luck + Why you should not smoke

2011-06-27T01:27:00.005+08:00

I got the moves like jagger I got the mooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooves~

Finally started working again after two weeks of rest (not intended). I got transferred to The Cathay's branch of Gong Cha without knowing. Air con~~~ There are like 7 Gong Cha outlets in town/CBD area and the business is quite good I don't even know how? But the crowd's at Cathay is relatively slow cuz we're super ulu and out of the way. Then again the advertising is starting this week sooooooooo.............. see how.

Times like this really make me miss the old crew. We didn't screw up that much what. Why you no love us the way you did before boss, why?

Life is quite hard nowadays. Sorry everyone else who is suffering more than me I'm not selfless. Hope for better days y'all. Good luck.

I've always had this thing against smokers. Before I learnt about the dangers blah blah blah of smoking I liked the smell of cigarettes. Especially the kind a lot of Malay uncles smoke. It's like kinda sweet and musky and handsome. Really. I think there was a talk or something regarding the harmful effects of smoking and more importantly what you can do with the money spent on cigarettes and after that I went on a No Smoking rampage in my house.

I pasted posters everywhere and scolded my dad whenever he smokes and told him, "One pack of cigarettes can buy me one CD." I think I nearly flushed his cigarettes down the toilet bowl but I think I got caught. Fuzzy memories. Anyway from then on my dad stopped smoking near me or in the house (only in the toilet which I don't use). I wish I could say he stopped smoking completely.

Maybe I should tell him IF YOU STOP SMOKING I WILL GIVE YOU $1000!!!!

Currently money can solve a lot of my problems now. Actually I think my only solution is money. And a bit of willpower + determination.

Smoking relieves stress yada yada yada but it's only a temporary solution. I get that it's your choice and I have no right whatsoever to judge you or reprimand you. Honestly I'm just really damn disappointed with the decisions people make. You're not doing anything wrong, it's just me here being all sad and disappointed because of the decision you made.

1. Smoking damages your body and subsequently, your health. You would be an idiot if you didn't know that.

Smoking puts you at high risk of, amongst other things:

Lung/Oral cancer
Heart diseases
Stroke
Emphysema (progressive lung disease which causes shortness of breath)
Bronchitis (long term cough with mucus which destroys air sacs in your lungs

These are the scary ones. There are other ugly ones like stained fingers/teeth and smaller dicks. (source 1, source 2)

All these doesn't lead to an immediate death. It will however, ensure you live long enough to get tortured and crippled by endless pain and suffering.

Please tell me why you want to do this to yourself. It doesn't only affect you. What about the people around you who confirm will be worried sick? No matter what they'll always take care of you and pray for you. They're suffering too.

2. The main component of secondhand smoke or environmental tobacco smoke (ETS) is about 4 times more toxic (per gram of total particulate matter) than the smoke directly inhaled and exhaled by smokers.

(nitty gritty details here)

(You can go research about the 4000 damaging chemicals present in ETS and in the cigarettes yourself.)

Firstly, there are 2 types of ETS.

Mainstream: The one the smoker inhales, then exhales.

You know how smokers suck (read: smokers suck) the 'smoke' from the lit end to the end that's in the mouth? The oxygen in the air gets sucked in as well which turns up the heat in the small cigarette, and breaks up the big, harmful compounds into smaller, less harmful ones, which is then inhaled by our dear smokers.

What they inhale is only 20%, the remaining 80% is exhaled and breathed in by others.

Sidestream: Smoke from a lit end of a cigarette. It is the main component of ETS.

All the big harmful compounds that we didn't ask for and are unable to break down, hovering in the air, just waiting for us to take it directly into our lungs along with the 80% of less harmful, but still harmful mainstream smoke.

/RAGE TIME: I DON'T FUCKING SMOKE, BUT I AM ALSO AT RISK OF ALL THE DISEASES MENTIONED ABOVE, AND MORE BECAUSE THE STUFF YOU EXHALED + THE SMOKE FROM YOUR CIGARETTE IS OH, I DON'T KNOW, ABOUT 4 TIMES MORE LETHAL THAN THE ONE YOU JUST INHALED. /END

(source 1, source 2, source 3)

Wao good job. You're bringing everyone down with you.

3. Just this picture of beagles being forced to smoke cigarette after cigarette.

(Full story here)

Just you and I suffering is not enough, now animals have to be involved as well! There is something terribly wrong with the world.

You can argue that even if you don't smoke the beagles will still be forced to smoke and be tested on.

A little can go a long way. The saying is not for fun one. At least show that you care about the dogs, not be some ignorant, heartless smoker who smokes to get rid of the stress.

I wish the problem would be as simple as getting people to stop smoking but it isn't. It's a colossal mess of politics, entertainment and money everyone contributed to.

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It's 3.15am. I can't go on anymore because it's bloody depressing and school starts at 9am. Just save yourself the money. There are seriously a lot of ways to relieve stress and about 2842975 trillion of them (okay I'm exaggerating) are significantly more beneficial for your health than smoking.

1. Play some basketball

2. Eating

3. Stress balls

4. Sto procrastinating, do some work

5. Watching television

6. Surfing the net

7. Drawing/Writing/Singing

8. Blogging about why you shouldn't smoke

9. Sex (above 18, marriage optional but preferred)

10. If 9 not attainable, DIY lor.

11. Volunteer at an animal's shelter/old folks' home/children's home (whichever you're comfortable with)

12. Playing video games

13. Watching movies

14. Learning how to bake

15. Pick up a new skill (just this one alone will take a super long time)

16. Scrapbooking!

17. Social Media

18. Putting what you have learnt to good use

19. Writing birthday cards

20. Rearrange your desk

21. Take care of a plant/pet

22. Online shopping!!!

23. Actual shopping

24. Listening to music

25. Talking to your family

26. Ironing your clothes

27. Cycling/Swimming/sporty things

28. Save up for a car

29. Start a business (blogshop, whatever)

30. Donate

...etc

There are more but I have to sleep. Good night. I love you all. Even if you smoke. Maybe less love but still love.

David Choi Show #1 in Singapore

2011-06-22T00:18:00.005+08:00

HI JUST CAME BACK FROM -THE- MOST AWESOME CONCERT OF MY LIFE (to be honest I've only been to about 1 big concert and the rest mostly small ones held in school etc so I don't have a lot to compare with but DAVID CHOI!!!!!!!!)

To be honest x 2 I wasn't a huge fan until I went for his signing session at Somerset HMV last year (also with Asyraf, Dylan and Ryan). I only knew like one or two songs from him but after seeing how cute he was IRL and after listening to more of his songs.... you really can't help but fall for him. And after tonight..... IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH THE $69. PLEASE COME BACK FOR ANOTHER CONCERT!!! Thank you Singapore/Esplanade for the fantastic sound system. It's eargasmic.

I wish I could enjoy this night all over again :)

Thank you Ryan for helping to buy the tickets and for choosing the best seats (FRONT ROW, SMACK IN THE MIDDLE, 2M AWAY FROM DAVID CHOI)~ It was a wonderful wonderful time. :)

Livia Chua please get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bleaaaak. I need to step up.

Lonely lonely lonely lonely

2011-06-20T02:06:00.004+08:00

Honestly can't remember what shit I've done so far so I've been eating fish a lot lately in a desperate bid to improve my memory.

Outfit for the day

Been watching a lot of movies the past few days. Gonna have to chiong work like crazy when school reopens. Steamboat brunch for Father's day. :) Very broke. Past the point of caring. Gonna work more. Been sleeping a lot as well but still sleepy.

Headed to Holland Village to meet up with Nicole, Maggie, Zijing, Dennis and Gwee. Settled at Baden's to chill and drink. I felt like Ted Mosby and gang lol wish I lived above a bar or something. I'm starting to like beer wtf!!! Damn sian. Anyway made plans with Maggie to go Teoheng on Monday ^_^

All Time Low's Dirty Work album is THE BOMB!

I wish I wasn't an introvert.

Lazy Sunday

2011-06-12T15:33:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow the first week of our holiday begins and so does school work. Been nuaing for the past 3 days and it does not feel good at all. I am constantly irritated and paranoid. But it was fun when the paranoia went away!!! :) Grateful for that.

13, 14, 15, 17, 18, 19, 21, 22 are all booked wtf means I'm only left with Thursday this week to do stuff. Next week 20, 23, 24, 25, 26 free AND THEN SCHOOL RESUMES. This 2 weeks pause sucks can I just do work all the way and end 2 weeks earlier and then say goodbye singapore ZAI JIAN WO QU WUHAN!!!

I hope the other sem's slack so I can work my ass off and earn my money back.

Just finished watching Half Blood Prince. :'( Ok shall go make rosti or something to eat I am hungreh.

Half of my heart

2011-06-09T11:56:00.001+08:00

Last day of school was nothing spectacular. Tried to pay attention in MRM. I learnt about the APA Code of Ethics or something. MRM reminds me of Munch. Munch is so much better than Makan Place. AYAM PANGGANG, SKEWERZ, WESTERN, MR BEAN AND OLD CHANG KEE!!! Sian.

Oh yeah advertising consult went better than expected! Refined our SMP, moving to our TVC, then radio and print ad and sales promo and we're about there. I really miss Marcomm lol ok probably because I didn't do much writing then I only did the creatives knn.

Too bad. Just have to suck it up and live with it.

Watched the Hangover Part 2 with Shaun, Dennis, Gwee, Ey and Nick. Okay the movie sucked because 1) motherfucker Gwee told me the ending and 2) I got some details from Gen already gaaah I thought I wasn't gonna watch the movie and 3) I really hate cinemas.

I used to love going to the cinemas. The cushioned seats, popcorn, big ass screen and 3D surround sound are all so lovely when I say it now and imagine it. Bleh.

Bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh I'm having a pimple outbreak + feeling goddamn emotional I cried while watching HIMYM.

Bye.

Holidays start soon

2011-06-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

So Wuhan.

I will be gone for 6 weeks from 31 August to 12 October. Korea trip is pushed till after graduation.

So sian of everything I am a big fat lazy bum I needa start working!!!!!!!!! FA2 MM TVPROD ADVERT ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh I wanna run away.

I'm gonna finish HIMYM in 2 more episodes omg and I'll have watched at least 3 movies by Friday if things go according to plan.

I don't like to be the one making plans for people all the times it makes me feel needy and I don't like feeling needy. Granted I only feel this way for certain groups of friends cuz other groups just make me excited to plan outings.

First things first

2011-06-06T22:58:00.004+08:00

I AM GOING TO WUHAN!!!
ALONG WITH LIVIA, NADRAH, YANHONG, YAOTING, DOMINIC, RYO, VALENCIA, WEILIN, TANIA, JOLENE, FIZAH AND SOME OTHERS.

Also, Tv Prod filming got pushed back to week 11! Not very awesome because the week after that we need to do the presentation for the demo show but still awesome because we love extensions. :D

Cool MV cool song cool concept before I gross y'all out.

Sunny Hill - Midnight Circus

After an awesome day of lectures (and a friend gave a very inspiring lecture (hi Xianjie)) I went off to crash Livia and Rachel's TV prod group's discussion and we went off to town afterwards for dinner at Sarang Express ;D And we also attempted to study at Starbucks (ION) BUT the internet sucked we couldn't even connect at all and they didn't allow studying. Suck my dick la.

Walked to FEP to take our respective buses home and I missed mine cuz I was strolling. After waiting for 15 minutes I decided to bus to Dhoby where there are more buses to take and most probably have seats. Guess what the I watched the bus drive away as I strolled to the bus stop. The next bus was arrive in 14 minutes and I really needed to shit so yeah I went to the nearest toilet to lao sai. I blame the green tea latte from Starbucks.

I AM BOYCOTTING STARBUCKS.

On the way back to the bus stop I got stopped by the same group of Korean Christians who stopped me last year to tell me about my spiritual Mother etc etc etc you can go google them and while they were talking I watched my bus drive away... again.

Nevermind at least the next bus was in 7 minutes. So I boarded and guess what a few minutes into the bus ride a few drops of blood dripped onto my thigh. I thought it was water at first so I tried to brush it off with my hands but the texture felt WAAAAAAAAAAAY weird so I shifted my bag and WAO BLOOD BLOOD ON MY FINGERS AND A BIG SMUDGE ON MY THIGH.

Spent the next 20 minutes of the bus ride looking for the source and trying to avoid touching things with the tissue in my hand which got the smeared blood which dried so I couldn't clean it because yknow, dried blood.

Okay well at least it wasn't bird shit.

This has been an interesting day.

And I just got banned from posting on Twitter cuz "User is over posting limits" well that's a first.

Have a nice day.

Reminder.

2011-06-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

Just washed the toilet! To feel accomplished okay don't judge me.

Bumped into Kuanlian on the way to work ^_^ And after talking to her I realised I should stop blogging late at night while listening to sad sad sad songs it's a happy happy day other than the fact I got jolted awake by wave after wave of thunder. Kns.

Anyway poly life is not thaaaaaaat bad I need to remind myself of that. MM test on Tuesday and TV Prod shoot on Wed (god why does our original guest have to be overseas knn) and that's it.

Important dates to remember!!!
10 June: TEO HENG HENG HENG

11 June: Outing with Yilin/Rachel?

13 June: Keep it free.

15 June: Livia Chua's birthday ^_^

21 June: DAVID CHOI'S CONCERT

22 June: Some PPP thing

Errr I think that's all for now.

Midnight Circus

2011-06-05T02:43:00.003+08:00

I really miss those times where we just waste time doing nothing (nothing as in not contributing to society) but everything (where we have fun).

Maybe it's because I spent my Saturday watching HIMYM (again...for the millionth time) and Inception (not as amazing the second time round, but then again I just watched X-Men and I'm so fucking in love with James McAvoy argh) and I did work, but I really really miss hanging out and not do work. So cranky nowadays and it's like 3am now???

I just ate three person's worth of dinner too. It was gooooooooooood.

Anyway looking forward to class this week because we hardly have any classes this week hahaha but there's gonna be an MM test and deadline for the one thing that has been bringing my blood to a near boiling level: Advertising. I honestly thought I would go into advertising but after this. No. Just kill me now I should have went to TP or SP to take some design/visual com I'd much rather draw a lot of things (I may regret saying this but yeah) than do ...whatever it is that I am doing now. Year 1 is so breezy compared to this.

Another reason I'm looking forward to this week is because THE HOLIDAYS ARE NEXT WEEK. Yeah got a lot of work to do BUT AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO TURN UP IN SCHOOL. I CAN GO OUT AND PLAY. Hopefully.

I added hopefully because recently I've learnt to lower my expectations.

How have you all been? People whom I've not seen in a long long long while. I see you guys on Twitter, on Facebook and I stalk every single one of you. Kidding I'm not that free but I try to stalk once in a while but you guys are also busy and don't update much. After A's this year I hope you guys unwind and rest properly!!! :)

Eh, makes me wonder where I would be if I'd chose to go into JC. I never wanted to go into a JC because I was damn sick of studying for nothing but I really miss studying for nothing wtf. Yes it's nearly 3am I will read this in the morning and go wtf was I high? (FYI no I'm not high.)

No news about Wuhan yet. I really need to go on the Wuhan trip. I need to get away from Singapore.

Not that China's on top of my To-Visit lists but right now I just want some new scenery. I need the new scenery.

Yeah the sad songs playing on my iTunes are not helping so I'mma go to sleep.

Holidays are in two weeks

2011-06-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

Hi to the 5 people still reading this thing. I don't feel like doing any work at all. But I have completed some work. I hope they're not sloppy work. Not AD work but gimme B can. Fucking sick of the letter B but better than C.

Finally we get to go Teoheng on Monday. Kbox gang you all when will free huh?

After Friday I'll breathe a small sigh of relief. And look forward to Monday. Tuesday is MM test I am actually looking forward to that. Will catch up on my sleep on Saturday and then hopefully do something productive, if not productive something fun afterwards.

Today has been a terrible day. I don't remember feeling this stressed ever. Rachel, Livia, Jason, Weilin and I polished off 3 basket of fries from Hungry Jack's. I'm damn sick of fries now. I really should be saving money since I'm not working as often now. Korea Korea Korea. Wuhan Wuhan Wuhan. I can't wait to graduate. Livia and I have plans to go Korea to study in summer school haha.

I WANNA GO TRAVELLING BEFORE THE WORLD ENDS.

But for now I'm stuck with Idea Blueshit, Media Managesai, Media Sai Methods, Advertising Sai, Shitwriting and TV Sai.

Pictures ^_^ From the day I skipped Advert and the one below is during MRM just today.

NAILS UPDATE: Bought this super nice shimery royal blue from Etude House and layered OPI' s Last Friday Night over it and IT'S SUPER GORGEOUS pictures don't do it justice.

Painted this last Sunday so it's a bit chipped. But still nice.

2.1 SUCKS

2011-05-29T02:05:00.003+08:00

Change new tagboard for nothing nobody tag one -_- Okay wait not nothing cuz NO MORE SPAMMERS OMG DAMN ANNOYING.

It's nearly June :( I still don't know what I'm doing lol I don't feel like I've accomplished anything??? Fuck journalism la I was happy doing Gracomm/Webgra put me baaaccck I don't have the journalist streak in me at all. I love writing but not this type neh gimme script writing or informal writing no problemo.

When I first entered MCM I wanted to do films then after that I fell in love with Gracom and Marcomm and I wanted to go into advertising and now I just wanna lepak one corner.

ANYWAY our semester finally had the chance to go overseas for studies!!! Wuhan trip fyeah!!! I applied and interviewed for it along with Livia. Hope we got in~ If we both get in I'll blog about it if not this space will die again.

Friday was my last photography class. Truth be told I'm not gonna miss it because I'm sick of lugging D80 everywhere along with my mac that's 2kg worth of equipment wtf. My teacher's quite nice and cute though hahaha. I'm free on Friday after IB WOOO!!! Why our school bother with IB I really don't know. What were they thinking sian and the teachers are like so hyped and enthu about it la.

What is education.

I miss my old salary. I miss the old times be it school, work or fun. Okay la I'm still having fun :)

Just yesterday I headed to the Expo for the Singapore Food Expo with Asyraf, Rachel, Livia and Nadrah (and her boyfriend). Granted it was to cover the event for newswg, but we had fun and food!!! Asyraf and I really cannot be journalists sia hahaa fuck. Thanks Nadrah for sending us to CCK station. :D On the ride there I created Twitter for Rachel, so please go follow her @rachelphay yeah~

Went out again today to town zomg I fucking hate town on weekends I just want to be able to walk in a straight line without banging into anyone T_T Shopped for a bit with Genevieve before heading to Spins to study with Livia. WILL ONLY BUY TEA FROM SPINS FROM NOW ON :( I'm so miserable I drank hazelnut chocolate and there was coffee AND bits of coffee bean wtf. Finished my ad analysis though heh then went to Raindrops to find Yilin!!! :) Talked for some time before going home zomg luckily I didn't miss my bus hiak hiak.

Going out again when I wake up. I feel very bad for not staying home la my house is like some hotel for us to sleep only. :(

I'm sleepy but I can't get to sleep fuck you coffee. Gonna go read Tales of Beedle the Bard :)

Still alive

2011-05-16T23:46:00.005+08:00

Very pei fu the JC kids now, how did you guys handle it? :(

Poly holidays too fucking long and the time given to adjust there and back is like non-existent. Every week and almost everyday there is something to submit. Thank goodness it's Vesak day tomorrow. More time to do work!!!

Need to stop getting distracted man and I need to do MRM even though I don't really like it why why why.

Very proud of myself for going to Botanical Gardens at 11am (k not very early but whatever) to take photos for Exploring Photog!!! I finished already woohoo so I treated myself to Wendy's on the way to the library to do work. I didn't do any work at the library cuz I was too sweaty and gross. Pui.

Top 2: In IB class............. ._.

Bottom Left: Cannot concentrate in the library argh

Right: NEW MATTE NUDE NAIL POLISH!!! $6.50 from Skinfood.

Very eveywhere sia the photos keep in touch with my twitter + facebook woot k bye if I don't finish DON'T SLEEP LIAO.

Sleepy

2011-05-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

I kenna birdshit again!!! This is the 4th or 5th time in my life argh. I need to go buy 4D.

Lots of work to doooo so little timeeee I wanna go on a holiday and run away omg actually no la I just want to sleep. And eat. Then sleep again haha anything but this la please okay actually it's not that bad just that before school started we were all having too much of a life and we have to throw it away now because there is just enough time for work please say goodlife to your life now.

This week I've been relatively lucky wtf first tio birdshit second tio this huge ass ulcer which is actually 4 ulcers combined into one then erm haiya nevermind. Had fries at Burger Shack again with Livia and Rachel then we went to Starbux to lepak. Bumped into Nick (Lee) there he was studying hard!!! :)

Don't feel like blogging what I wanted to blog already but basically days like these make me feel like a complete plant. Goodnight I mean goodbye cannot sleep yet need to do IS.

Lazy to blog lazy to upload photos

2011-05-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

Fasterly blog now 1.25am I wantu sleep.

I left off on Thurs/Friday at the previous post. ._. I think that's when my streak of bad luck started wtf. Anyway went down on Saturday to Novena Square 2 to watch Hakim and crew dance in the semi-finals for KTO's competition. :D Sunday was the finals (I accidentally skipped work) AND GUESS WHAAAAAT THEY WON!!! WOOOHOOO!!!

Celebrated the start of the month of May by having a BBQ/Steamboat at my house on Monday with Jason, Ryo, Rachel and Livia. :) Kidding Livia and I saw Sol mart selling samgyupsal and we wanted to eat so we bought it and had a bbq. The bbq wuz very fun and filling siola. Livia stayed over afterwards because there was school tomorrow and I KENNA BIRDSHIT!!!!!!!!!!! Was sending Jason, Ryo off (Rachel's parents picked her up already) and felt something splat on my back KNN. FUCKING GROSS. Anyway we realised it was Manjun's birthday so we stayed up to write her a card :) And I finished my TV Prod script.

And I saw Livia in specs. And I slept with Livia haha I AM LIKE SLUTTY WTF I SLEPT (IN THE SAME ROOM AS) A LOT OF PEOPLE BEFORE HAHAHAHA okay.

Tuesday was boring shizz LECTURE STINKS anyway spent a lot of free time searching for ads before I went to work. Spazzed on Wednesday during tv prod because first time directing then very nervous sia so scary the rehearsal flopped but the actual recording was not bad THANK GOODNESS MY SCRIPT GOT APPROVAL the graphics can come and suck my dick so YEEEEEEEEEEAH editing is so fun. Oh yes had MM meeting I have no idea what I am studying. Die liao.

Tutorial day which was today (yesterday) was like ... I need to start paying attention la flopped MRM test but I don't really care cuz like I have work later no mood sia no mood. Headed to Starbux with Jason, Melvin and Weilin thinking we can has half-price frappucino but the promotion was only valid in M'sia -__- so erm we went to Wendy's to makan. Work was blergh pui pui pui guai lan customers + got this gong air over me = Angry guai lan customers and a flustered me + a lot of wrong drinks.

In between all these I kept injuring myself just minor injuries like orh cheh and biting on my lips (now ulcers), my wallet spoil and unpleasant things (including two large insects flying into my hair) happened. Thankfully I have more to cheer me up like Ryo's presents from Disneyland Tokyo. :) And good times spent with friends through both BBM, Twitter and IRL ^_^

I am damn lucky already actually because the bird shit didn't fall on my head, only my cheapo wallet from Bugis and not my BB/Mac spoil or god forbid, lost, and I got rid of the insects like super fast.

Photog tmr! I think why I am looking forward to it is because IT'S THE ONE MODULE I UNDERSTAND AND QUITE ENJOY. :(

Okay I think there's too much text. I shall post photos tomorrow..................... hopefully. WAN AN.

Die liao

2011-04-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hi just came back from IKEA dinner with Rachel and Yian. :) Very full and satisfying meal I had two helpings of chocolate mousse!!! Walked around at Anchorpoint afterwards and WOOHOOO I LOVE ANCHORPOINT!!! ;D

Anyway I just watched the trailer of Deathly Hallows part 2 and I was on the verge of tears T_T Think I will piss in my pants when watching the movie OMFG I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE TO BE RELEASED!!!

First day of school was okay I woke up late hardy-haha have to switch holiday mode to study mode very quickly no orientation week to continue nua-ing. Went to AMK to get Shu Pei and ate sushi with Livia and Jason! Did housewifey (ugh) stuff on the 19th but watched HP while folding clothes and I had sushi! So all's good. 20th was Dance4Fund whee I saw B so I'm happy and Livia and I went to eat naan again HAHAHAHA. Fourth day of school which was the 21st Livia, Rachel, Jason and I went to Soju Bang to eat for the last time sigh (as in for the last time because we won't be going back anytime soon LOL) I think we walked to Clarke Quay to lepak with ice-cream and Gong Cha afterwards. Good Friday was spent watching tv and rolling around the house.

Oh yes my parents came home around midnight they brought lots and lots of stuff back including chocolates and sweets and seaweed and 2 kg of kimchi and 4 boxes of masks. @_@ They were still cold from Korean air I suppose :( So jealous. I can't wait to go overseas!!!

Saturday Livia and I went to eat KFC's blueberry pancakes at City Square Mall early in da morning!!! On Sunday we went to eat fried chicken near Tanjong Pagar omfg IT'S DAMN NICE I will never crave for KFC ever. Headed over to Marina Square afterwards and bought gochujang ($0.50 WTF but expiring in a month) + miso ($1.50 expiring in a few months) + banana milk (which I have already finished at the time I am typing) !!! Headed home and watched Star Awards so eggcitinggg.

I'm growing damn fat.

AND MY STRING OF FOOD OUTINGS HAVEN'T STOP OMG NO WONDER MY MONEY KEEPS DEPLETING!!!

Second week of school was ..... I went to FFT to eat with Livia, Gen and Damian OMGGGGGGG the chicken leg is WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Oh yes I started working again so Tuesday I went to work with Abigail. It was tiring. Cooked kimchi soup on Wednesday (27) for brunch before going to stressland AKA TV Prod T_T.

27 was my dad's and Asyraf's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y'ALL!!!

Worked on Thursday again. Felt awkward and couldn't wait for the day to be over. Friday was not bad. IS is boring and pointless as usual but I feel so bad cuz the teacher is quite psyched about it. Photography was not bad either I WANNA GET NEW LENSES. And went IKEA yada yada.

Time to start doing some homework. MOTIVATION PLEASE COME TO ME.

school reopens tomorrow

2011-04-17T13:57:00.007+08:00

Gooooood afternoon!

Headed to Scape yesterday to support Hakim and his group (they participated in InMySeoul competition and got to the finals) with Livia and her friend! There was a cute little boy at the venue and Livia is completely in love with him and unfortunately the feelings all one-sided HAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay.

Went to meet Shaun and Alan after that and headed to Buona Vista to meet Maggie and Dennis and then we went off to Teoheng @ NTU Alumni Clubhouse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily it was already 5pm not 12pm wtf and before this we already climbed up a slight slope and after this was more stairs and the best thing was the air-con in our room spoil. Yup. But all in all Teoheng rocks HAHAH their faces when the bill came was :O!!!!!! $20 for 2 hours in a medium room. SHIOK LAO SAI.

Maggie went off to watch a movie with her friend afterwards and the rest of us headed to Redhill to eat DENG DENG DENG DENG XIAO LONG BAOS AND CARROT CAKE!!!

Oh yes there was this flea at Scape an I blew $20 on OPI nail polishes and IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!! $10 for Last Friday Night and Austin-Tatious WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!! And there was this pushcart in Cine selling nail polish from Korea and I had to buy the mint glittery thing anyway it was $5.

YAY!!!

I'm looking for a nice royal blue colour to act as a base for Last Friday Night wheee okay there goes my pocket money before school even starts and both my parents are in Korea haha have to eat grass when school reopens.

Really sucks to be jobless.

Clementi's really cool now it's like if I want Starbucks, there's Starbucks. There's McDonald's, KFC, Long John's, Subway, Sakae Sushi, Ichiban Sushi and Seoul Garden as well wtf. Also, ice-cream, Yami yogurt, Mr Bean, Shilin and of course the bubble teas (KOI, Ok Tea, Sweetalk, BubbleQ, Bubble Orange) and more can be found in Clementi. The only thing is I'm too lazy to go out hahahahaha.

OH YEAH Baskin Robbins will be opening at the 4th level of the Clementi Mall!!! I hope my feelings don't get cheated!!! I also hope not too many people flock to the shop I wanna lepak there after school haha.

My stomach is a black hole/bottomless pit

2011-04-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

No job, everyday blog.

It was supposed to be Soju Bang day (evening actually) with the gluttons but I am retarded and forgot I am also having a meetup with my primary school friends i the evening so it became a Strictly Pancakes outing in the afternoon instead. I am so craving for the garlic butter prawns now wtf. The pancakes are meh but the stuff that goes with the pancakes are like OM NOM NOMILICIOUS.

There was a thunderstorm before we ordered and while we were eating wtf wrong setting la!!! Anyway expect heavy rain everyday okay monsoon period yo this weather forecast has been brought to you by SK.

Livia and I planned to meet at 2.15pm after telling the guys to meet at 2pm because we expected the guys to be late BUT WHOA the guys were on time!!! IT'S A MIRACLE!!!!

Maple syrup and garlic and herb butter.

RAINNNNN

My garlic butter prawns omg it's damn good

Jason and Ryo's Beef Me Ups

(It looked and sounded promising but the patty was so dry and it was a bit tasteless)

Livia's Potatos Leeking Cheeeese

We walked back to Plaza Sing in the rainy rain to get 1) a book for Livia's friend and 2) my eyeliner brush zomg I used a nail art brush to draw my eyeliner today wtf. Since I had about an hour or so to burn I went to Bugis to find Rachel and Jazmyne to shop with them for a while. Should have shopped more cuz I ended up stoning for like 40 minutes at Clarke Quay waiting for Daniel, Jielong, Clarkson and Kyaw.

Anyway the early birds (Jielong, Daniel and I) made our way to Settlers and started playing while waiting for more people to arrive. It was quite fun sia! Like there are so many games but we only know the famous ones like monopoly/uno/etc. I wanna go back to play soon LOL ANYONE??????? ^_^ The food was not bad I guess I only ate snacks.

Only took photos of this balancing game -_-

Cuz it was very interesting like you have to slowly pick pieces off the board until it topples then have to restart.

There were more weird arrangements lol.

Sat by the river to talk cock after Settlers for a while haha. Okay we should have taken a group photo cuz dunno when Daniel will be coming back and when all of us have the time to meet up again! Today has been a really fulfilling day :)

My parents are flying off to Korea without me tomorrow. Having all sorts of paranoid thoughts TOUCH WOOD CHOY CHOY. Sibeh jealous of them sigh wish I went on a holiday. Anyhoo it has been a very nice week so far I am looking forward to IKEA with Kuan and Maggie tomorrow and FINALLY, KBOX WITH THE KBOX GANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Sunday shall be prepare myself for school day. Yay. ._.

I want a job

2011-04-14T00:23:00.006+08:00

BEING UNEMPLOYED SUCKS.

I just go out everyday (have fun) and spend lots of money in the process (of having fun). My bank account is depleting RAPIDLY (while I'm having fun) and I want to work (which is fun.....).

My parents are packing for their Korea trip kns T_T

Okay I need to stop being so anal about spending money ccb. Monday Abigail Wong slept over at my house and we watched Love and Other Drugs. And we continued watching a lot of random shit on youtube until 6am. AND WE CONTINUED OUR WATCHING SPREE AFTER WE WOKE UP AT 12 (okay I woke up at 12 she got out of bed at 2) television YAY!!! Been so long since I've stared at the television. Met Keane and Bryan and Huimin at PS to watch Limitless YAY!!! It's a stupid movie that didn't live up to it's potential BUT it has super cool visual effects! Can watch if you're that bored.

Tuesday was Hairloom and Caramel with the tais tais Manjun (WAO ANOTHER ABIGAIL), Rachel and Livia. It was very nice and cosy and artsy fartsy hehe. Very tai tai day wheee.

Interior of the place!

Livia's salmon spaghetti in house special pink sauce.

My vegetarian spaghetti with toasted tofu in soya sauce or something

Rachel's expensive ebiko aglio olio which is daaaaaamn nice.

VITA PLUM!!! Super nice.

Manjun's sandwich ahhahaha

OUR DESSERT :D

A harmonica I bought on impulse kns.

Polaroids! We took 4 and Manjun gave us one each BIG LOOOOOOOOVE.

AND SORRY ZIJING FOR NOT GOING TO YOUR FREE CONE DAY OKAY.

Wednesday (today) was shopping with Yilin and Rachel and FOR SOME MAGICAL REASON I always seem to be able to find loot when I shop with them. And that is how I ended up spending more than I should BUT IT'S OKAY IT'S ALL DAMN WORTH IT!!! I WILL WORK HARDER TO EARN BACK THE MONEY!!! I think we ate like every 2 to 3 hours zomg. Shopped from FEP to Wisma to 313!

Share Tea is good man......... T_T I tried Peanut Pearl Milk Tea and it's like WOOOOOO NICE!!! Like tangyuan with peanut inside haha SERIOUSLY. But fucking $4.60 ccb nevermind try once only. The pearls can be compared to KOI!!! WAHHHHHHHHHH okok stop spazzing. Rachel bought an eyeliner from Holika Holika, a new Korean cosmetic shop with a wizardry theme! I bought shorts from Cotton On (what's new) okay this is getting wordy and we stopped really long at 313 mostly just stoning. Dinner was at Blue Moutain AND THE FOOD IS SO GOOD I WANT TO EAT EVERYTHING INCLUDING THE PICTURES!!!

Must try the rosemary chicken IF NOT YOU WILL REGRET and pastas zomg and Yilin says the burgers are nice so PLEASE GO AND TRY AS WELL. Dessert was so nice I want to cry eating it hahah okay kidding but we were talking about depressing things and then the dessert came to put a bit of rainbow and magic back into our lives and made us have faith again HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

TROPICAL ISLAND WAFFLE: 3 generous dollops of ice-cream; chocolate, vanilla and strawberry served atop a giant, fragrant fluffy waffle accompanied by strawberries, peaches and pineapples.

If I grow fatter it's because of all these food glorious food. :(

I WILL DIE A HAPPY PERSON!!!

Thurs, Friday, Saturday please be fun and friendly on my wallet thanks.

Decisions

2011-04-10T01:23:00.005+08:00

It's Sunday.

Which is also my last day of work at Gong Cha. Couldn't wait to quit a few days ago, now having mixed feelings. Why do the people at Gong Cha have to be so awesome and make me feeling like staying on to continue working pui.

Kenneth and Wenjie treated Abigail and I to supper. Cafe Cartel leh mai siao siao T_T Sigh sigh sigh OKAY shall blog about last day of work later!!!

On Friday the gluttons went to eat Suki-Ya buffet at Marina Square!!! Before meeting the rest Livia and I went to AMK to get magic milk tea from Shu Pei hiak hiak hiak. Buffet was awesome especially the mushrooms, the cheese tofu, the pork/chicken/beef slices and the green tea hahaha I love hanging out and eating with them. Jason, Ryo and I are classmates while Rachel and Livia are classmates!!! T_T Wae not all in same class!!! Then the class shall henceforth be known as the Glutton Class.

Sigh.

Sigh x 2 why Livia so retarded luckily she's not in my class HAHAHAHAH ok kidding :(

FOOD!!!

Present from Jason who just got back from Thailand :D THANKS HEHE

Went to Gong Cha after that for our Tamp + PS gathering of which the highlight is 100 pieces of Chicken McNuggets~~~

Need to have more outings man can bitch a lot hehehe

Setting up hahaha

LURBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I need a new job

2011-04-06T01:42:00.003+08:00

I threaded my brows at AMK today with Abigail and had the most awesome milk tea ever!!! Shu Pei (Super) milk tea from Taiwan. MUST TRY THE MAGIC MILK TEA. It's inclusive of two flavours of pearls which are filled with yogurt/mango/lychee/plum/strawberry.

It's fucking good I swear. I wish I could eat the pearls all day. They just burst in your mouth and mix with the milk tea om nom nom nom.

Sadly the only outlet is at AMK.

But the good news is they're opening one at Far East!!!!!!!!!!!

Watched Morning Glory too. It was a pretty awesome day except for the fact that the noob went to deplete her bank account rapidly within ..... 10 minutes or so. Yup. At least now she has 10 sessions of eyebrow shaping and masking and blackheads removal AND free masks to look forward to. :)

Threading is painful by the way. The area around my eyebrows is still sensitive and feels weirdly bald. Not bad I guess for a first time! $10 per session for 10 sessions. Plus I got one free lip area threading session cuz the beautician noticed my moustache fml and she egged me into taking the package.

Beauticians are evil.

ANYONE GOT LOBANG FOR PART TIME JOB???

SATURDAYS SUCK

2011-04-02T01:47:00.004+08:00

Wao Saturday.

I FUCKING HATE SATURDAYS.

Enrolled for my IS classes already it's a damn nerve-wrecking process and I went through it twice cuz I helped Jason enrol as well. Anyhoo I got my classes and I'm pretty happy with it especially since Gen, Duane, Asyraf and Marcus are going to be in my Exploring Photog class. :D I chose my other IS class super near my afternoon class so I won't have to travel much lol. Can't wait for the rest of the timetable to appear. I wanna know who my classmates are!

Anyway facebook is not working nao so photos another time ^_^ Here's one of me today before I went out.

I LOOK LIKE A MAN CB.

And Jason's birthday cheque hahaha.

Headed to Bugis to pass Livia the BB cases!!!!!!! Bought I ♥ Taimei at Bugis Junction (along Dong Dae Mun that row of food) and was not impressed by it. -_- Maybe it's just me cuz I've been hearing nothing but raving reviews. Hopped to Plaza Sing to meet Keane for what reason I have no idea. Wanted to supper with the rest but I was damn tired huhuh and Keane had a morning flight to catch. Anyway we went on a mission and got what we wanted so it wasn't a wasted trip. ^_^

I FUCKING HATE SATURDAYS.

And crowds. Motherfucking crowds.

Lazy/Tired/Whatever this is

2011-03-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

I'm not dead just in no mood to update. I can't wait to stop working. Had a lot of fun on my offdays recently, which is why I don't feel like working anymore. And school's starting soon.

Since Soju Bang I've been to His.tori BBQ with Maggie, Rachel and Yian (really random and impromptu outing) on 25 March Friday. Oh had drinks with Yian's JC classmates at CHJIMES after that. Before that on Thursday we had a spring cleaning session at Gong Cha and we just cleaned the places that we normally don't clean. It was a dirty job. Oh well at least our cab fare was taken care of and we had a sponsored supper at Newton's. :)

Went to Sentosa to celebrate Jason's birthday in advance with Livia, Jason, Gwee, Asyraf, Ryo, Dylan, Farez, Duane and Isaac since he's going to Thailand in a few hours time!!! JEALOUS MAXIMUSSSS have fun there Jason ^_^ It was an awesome outing I GOT TANNED FUCK YEAH. Guys really don't organise things properly lol no food no drinks no picnic mat just cameras and balls and a frisbee. And speakers. It was still damn fun. Will post photos because I TOOK A LOT HAHA when people upload them.

It was a bad idea to listen to Jubeat songs. Now I keep wanting to play.......... :(

Bye.

Infinite/I'M AN INSPIRIT

2011-03-20T00:56:00.004+08:00

Today I reached a whole new level of exhaustion/laziness I gave up trying to chiong the drinks cuz got customers keep buying 6 cups and above :( ESPECIALLY CB STARHUB. 17 CUPS AT NIGHT JAM ALL OUR ORDERS WELL DONE FUCK YOU ALL.

I feel so negative sighable I SHOW YOU ALL THIS CUTE VIDEO!!!!!!!

Need to diet I'm 67 gonna hit 68 gonna hit 70kg already WHAT THE FUCK. I don't know what to do with life already work/shop/eat anw the 2 Days 1 Night Soju Bang was fucking awesome and I don't feel like sharing cuz it's always damn crowded :(

Fuck I'm damn lazy to upload all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have fun drooling at the meat + soju + super nice corn salad!!! That was on Tuesday~ And on Friday I went out with Rachel and Yilin ^_^ I SHOPPED WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO fuck anyway bought new bras (from Marks and Spencer) courtesy of Yilin and Rachel WOOO THANKS MOMMIES a top (New Future) and a pair of shorts from F21. Also got two tops from gmarket recently kns byebye money.

SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dunno what's going on with my laifu nao very sadded bai.

Japan

2011-03-15T00:29:00.004+08:00

HI I FEEL DAMN HAPPY/OPTIMISTIC!!! Super determined to think on the bright side all the time nao in light of the recent events... Yes 2012 is constantly on my mind now. Determined x 2 to enjoy life with no regrets. Usually I don't care one but because it's Japan which is in Asia, so we need to do our part man.

Just donated 1000 yen to Google Crisis Response (seriously Google is DA BOMB). No need credit card or paypal just use your debit card (VISA/Mastercard yoyoyoyo). The minimum amount to donate is 100 yen which is like $1.50?! Unless your account only left less than $10 it is definitely not a huge sum!!! GO GO GO DONATE NAO!!!

I don't believe in praying, but every little bit counts so I hope Japan gets all the help given and recover as soon as possible.

Okay now we move on the the smaller picture that is my life.

Work recently very xia lan. Need to wear long pants now do not want :( But is okay just wear lor. Everyone at Gong Cha please take care we're all falling sick. Recently our cashier fainted halfway wtf everyone tio stun. :S I also remember the night before I slept over at Abby's house :D Good times I also don't know what we did it's been so long since I stayed up till so late talking/wandering the streets with two dogs who belong to Jevons who is Abby's BFF and Keane. Virgin experience at Buangkok was AWESHUM.

A few days ago I suddenly dug up my D80 and started camwhoring with it purposely overexpose one okay cuz can hide pimples and I like overexposure wtf anyway na MY HAIR COLOUR SHO NICE!!!

Going on a glutton outing with the gluttons tomorrow/today yay off days! Will bring my D80 out I very scared it gets mouldy again T_T

HERE'S TO OPTIMISM!!! :)

2011-03-08T03:25:00.002+08:00

Sudden heavy rain wtf and the parrot fish in the living room is going crazy it sounds like it's trying to break the glass and escape wtf. I hope the rain continues ^^

Anyway I'm still awake listening to Super Junior and reading about them fml stupid Abigail Wong T_T Now I'm listening to A Goose's Dream very nice leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Got three versions the Dream High version, Taeyeon/Lee Juk version and Kyuhyun/Jonghyun version and of course the origina version wtf all of them sound equally good but they're all sung differently wtf I am amazed.

DIE LIAO LA KEEP WATCHING LIKE ENDLESS ONE SIA KPOP BANDS WTF FIRST SNSD THEN SHINEE THEN 2AM THEN BROWN EYED GIRLS THEN UKISS THEN MBLAQ THEN TEEN TOP THEN INFINITE THEN 2PM THEN 2NE1 THEN BIG BANG THEN MISS A THEN NOW SUPER JUNIOR WTF.

Okay goodnight.

I'm still alive

2011-03-04T21:25:00.004+08:00

No more lao sai already, menses also ended and I completed Dream High from Monday to Tuesday. I feel so aimless and I don't want to do anything but I have a lot to do! My days are slurring into one another and wao it's Friday already.

I completed Dream High on Tuesday (16 episodes in 2 days) and before watching the last episode I went to IKEA with Yian and Kiat to eat :) Passed them their clothes that have been rotting in my cupboard for at least 2 months and talked a lot of cock. I miss hanging out at Queensway during secondary school days.

Anyway I became damn anti-social after watching Dream High non-stop I got very annoyed when people texted or tweeted so I ignored everything but the show. Kns. That's why I don't want to start watching shows I might get too obsessed if the show's good. And if the show has more than 30 episodes can say goodbye to me until I finish everything. Wao if only I had this much passion for whatever I am supposed to do now just lose myself in it and don't appear until it's all settled.

PLEASE WAKE UP HOR SK SNAP OUT OF THE HOLIDAY MOOD AND WORK YOUR ASS OFF TO PAY YOUR PHONE BILL ($116.99 thanks a lot Singtel and the $50 registration + sim card fee) AND SAVE UP FOR YOUR DREAM HOLIDAY AND FOCUS ON THE BLOGSHOP AND WHATEVER YOU PROMISED TO DO LA.

Dream High makes me sad I also wanna attend a music school and worry about stuff like my singing test and getting into the showcase lol okay stop dreaming hor!!! The world should end in 2012 it won't be a bad thing.

The Social Network was fucking boring btw wtf.

Anyway I need to snap out of this anti-social shell ASAP.

Work has been good lately........... minus all the weirdness/tension that has been floating around. Going to the arcade yesterday after work with Gong Cha people was awesome hehe.

I need to find some sort of aim in life I feel so lost wtf.

SHOULDN'T HAVE WATCHED DREAM HIGH (I wonder why it's affecting me so much hahaha)

IT'S AWESOME THOUGH YOU SHOULD WATCH IT.

Photos photos man transferring photos from bb to blog very ma fan please go to FB.

My birthday present from Jason, Livia, Gwee, Manjun, Gen, Isaac, Asyraf and I hope I didn't miss anyone out ^_^

Thank you all so muchieeee!!!!

This just arrived ^____^ Hanging off my BB now SO CUTE NEH!!!

Just gonna laosai my day away

2011-02-28T09:58:00.004+08:00

Helloo yesterday was pretty amazing because I WAS HOME ON A SUNDAY!!!!! I honestly cannot remember the last time I was home on a Sunday because I'm always working during weekends or I'm outside. Anyway I was home because I was sick.

Lemme list the symptoms: Fever, diarrhoea, sore throat which has become a cough, runny nose, backache (because of menses) and the cherry on top are my menses which makes it hard for me to curl up in bed because I scared leak knn. Oh and headache and nausea comes visiting occasionally.

I feel better when I just woke up ^_^ The panadol flumax helped. I think the vitamin water + McBistro Chicken Sandwich helped too.

Haven't drank the 100Plus.

WAO I GOT DISTRACTED BY GMARKET HAHAH BYE GONNA GO SHOPPING!!!!! DAY TWO OF MC @_@ I WANNA WORKKKKKKKK.

LENAS buffet~

2011-02-27T00:11:00.008+08:00

Da jia hao!!!

Glutton gathering with Livia, Genevieve, Ryo and Jason at LENAS at NEX on Friday was awesome maximus! We ate a lot of eggs oh god I wish I have a bigger stomach I want to eat every fucking thing on the menu including the pizza. The buffet consists of one fondue per person, unlimited supply of omelette/scrambled eggs/pancakes and a pasta or a rice pilaf AND ice-cream AND other desserts AND drinks. Costs about $23 per person so it's like HOW WORTH IT if you can finish everything?! Sadly we all had about two omelettes/scrambled eggs/pancakes and the fondue and we were all damn bloated already :( Bloated until I had difficulty breathing because my stomach was taking up my lung space T_T

But iz okay it got better after walking around and around and around AND WE PLAYED ARCADE YAY JUBEATS!!!! Have I mentioned that I'm addicted to Jubeats? Fml. It's like my Audi/Drumania period all over again. Luckily it iz the holidays nao and THERE IS AN ARCADE NEAR MY WORKPLACE *CLAPS*

Decided to go to Teoheng woot x 2!!! Wenjie joined us and we sang until like 10pm and we all discovered how ~~demonic~~ ~~scary~~ ~~frightening~~ funny Genevieve is when she's singing. ^_^ Ryo went off earlier for work and the rest of us headed to Geylang to eat Rochor tauhuay!!! The xiao long bao was not bad but it's more like siew mai already cuz it was dry inside :'( By then we were all exhausted and couldn't wait to go home. Old niao.

And today (26 Feb) we discovered that most of us are sick!!! Wtf man both Jason and Livia down with fever and Gen stomachache omg why we so ke lian I don't wanna be sick I feel so sore and achey and tender everywhere :(

Get well soon everybody lub lub.

I think I'll take an MC for work on Sunday @_@ My nose and my throat are killing me and the fever/bodyache/headache's not helping.

BUT DAMN I WANNA PLAY JUBEATS. K fever getting to me lol PHOTOS!!! :D

SK's, Ryo's, Livia's, Gen's and Jason is an outcast using sony ericsson LOL.

FOOD FOOD FOOD

Cheese, Spicy Arrabiata, Black Pepper, Apple sauce and Mushroom fondue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Skip the black pepper, the rest are AWESHUM.

Milk tea with cookie. Tasted weird at first but I guess it's an acquired taste.

Milk tea with peanut butter

Jason and his banana fritters

Livia and Gen's cranberry with mixed berries

Gen's tiramisuuuuu

All trying to tie a knot with the cherry stalk hahaha

GROSS WALAO

Success ^_^

TEOHENG!!!

GIVING THEM AWAY ANYONE WANTS???

Dunno what this Jason is up to LOL

Group photo :)

TAUHUAY AND XIAO LONG BAOS

Work today wasn't as bad as I thought I packed stocks for a while and played Jubeats during my break with Aloysius and Max (who came to visit!!!) SO FUN WHEE I brought two eggs and a pack of KOKA instant noodles to eat and one of my eggs broke in the fridge :( Still have 4 packets left yay grass diet!!! And then I got more and more sick fml T_T

Yup okay end of my day HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING (26 Feb!!!)

Update: End of Year 1

2011-02-23T01:13:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder about the existence of my brain and where it has gone to. Maybe it doesn't even exist.

Stop trying to wear hats too big for your head la SK earn $800 want to geh kiang then save more than half are you fucking crazy end up spend here spend there all gone what kind of a plan is this your money will be gone in no time.

Why do I have no balls to say no why?

When will this sian mood go away.................

Year 1 has ended and I think I'm just gonna get more and more sian. Feel like a failure in every aspect but my friends are doing well and I can't possibly tell them to shut up even though I don't want to hear about their achievements because it makes me feel worse than shit but the angelic part of me is happy for them. I really hope the world ends in 2012. No need to worry about the future. And everyone'll be together forever won't that be awesome?

Abrupt end of whining I learnt a new editing technique recently :) Light leaks woo just google.

Oh hello the angelic me wants to say hi and thank you all my dear friends (I hope you know who you are) who have been there to cheer me up by sms/tweet hear me bitch and whatnot and just generally make life seem that much better than it already is. :)

Fantastic February

2011-02-16T00:23:00.006+08:00

OH MY GAH FEBRUARY HAS BEEN SUCH A WONDER MONTH EVEN THOUGH IT STARTED OUT BAD! :')

I GOT MYSELF A BLACKBERRY BOLD 9870 I PAID FOR EVERYTHING MYSELF OH DEAR GOD MY BANK ACCOUNT HATES ME I need a savings plan yup. BUT ANYWAY OMGAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLACK AND WHITE SIOLA

I've been very disturbed and traumatised by a slut lately ALL OF US HAVE BEEN ACTUALLY! Fucking sluts. End of story I hope to never have anything to do with them ever.

ANYWAY!!! Been so long since I blogged oh noez!!! I don't remember what happened between 11 to 14 Feb eh walao. AH yes after consulting facebook my memory is refreshed. Headed to Pasir Ris on Friday that is 11 Feb wanting to go help out at MYS/MWS but wtf we went too late. Fucked up shit at MYS... oh well got to try Cup Walker + had IKEA with Ryo, Jason, Wenjie and Livia :)

So overall good Friday! Sat and Sun working la bleh and Monday working also on V'Day ohlala FUCKING HATE V'DAY SO MANY COUPLES OMG IT FELT LIKE A WEEKEND. It was as if V'Day is a public holiday judging by the amount of people who came to buy. FOL.

Of course today 15 Feb was the most fantastic day ever because I went to buy my Blackberry Bold 9870 at a little Singtel shop in Clementi with Livia. :D The uncle was very guailan LOL but all of them were super nice and everything was done super quickly!!! My plan got activated like a few hours later LIKE WHAAAAAAAT UP!!! ^_^

Before going to get my BB (the uncle told me the stock coming in at 3.30pm) I went to buy KOI and then we had Sumo House (I'm hungry now fml) whee whee whee. And after getting my BB we went to school in the pouring rain and did our radio!!! YAY!!! PROGRESS!!! I really hate my voice oh dear god.

Another meeting at 11am later and perhaps one more on Thurs and Friday I'm going to the airport god knows why but IT'LL BE FUN!!! :D

YAY I'M LIKE FUCKING EXCITED CUZ FINALLY I'M NOT USING MY PREPAID CARD FINALLY I HAVE A PLAN AND ZOMG I'M USING A BB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

P/S: My BB pin is 23903f7f!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2011-02-10T22:19:00.013+08:00

WAO THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN LAST YEAR'S!!!!!!! I'M LIKE SUPER HAPPY I WISH TIME COULD JUST PAUSE HERE FOREVER :(

FIRSTLY I need to make a thank you list!!!

THANK YOU LIVIA CHUA FOR THE BANANA MILK, MAKE-UP, CARD (TEARED WHILE READING) AND THE HIGH CUTSSS!!!! :')))))))
THANK YOU ASYRAF FOR THE AWESOME SMS, CARD, THE AUTOGRAPHED DAVID CHOI CD AND THE STICKER OMGGGGGGGG :DDD
THANK YOU LAYCHING AND POONZ FOR THE F21 VOUCHERS!!! :D
THANK YOU JASON FOR THE HIGH CUTSS AS WELL (WHO ELSE AH?)
THANKS HAKIM FOR CALLING AND SINGING THE BIRTHDAY SONG :D
THANKS GWEE FOR TYPING THE BDAY SONG ON MSN. I CAN FEEL YOUR SINCERITY.
THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAYYYYYY *HUGS*
THANKS EVERYONE WHO SMS-ED!!! I LOVE SHIT-LONG TEXTS!!!
THANKS EVERYONE WHO TWEETED!!!
AND I ALREADY THANKED EVERYONE ON FB LOL.

I'm a happy happy happy girl!!! :)

Anyway omg need to update about Monday till today. Monday's the last day of IS omg T_T I'm gonna miss IS!!! Some of us had lunch with Mr Mark and we talked a lot. Damn this module really opened up my mind and I wish I could continue taking it. Anyway WRITCOMM WAS HANDED IN AND NO MORE FUCKS WERE GIVEN THAT DAY ^_^

Did speech with Livia about underwater hotels SO COOL HOR THEY REALLY EXIST BTW!!! Blah blah blah skip to Tues which is day of speech it went well I guess but everyone looked exhausted AND THEN IT WAS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Headed to Sakake buffet with Jason and Livia and we played arcade for an hour plus LOL FUN SHITZ.

Wednesday (9 Feb)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIN + POON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Discussed Socpsy with mai group Isaac and Sherri. The awesome thing was T109 was all at makan place discussing HELLO AWESOME MUCH so we just did our stuffs until we were done and I rushed around Clementi getting a cake and a flower for Yilin before heading to meet Maggie! We celebrated Yilin's birthday at this really romantic place called Stewords Riverboat IT IS SO PRETTY!!! It was super fun :)

The food and the ambience was excellent!

AND TODAY THE DAY OF MY BIRTH BUT 18 YEARS LATER! Had socpsy which was super traumatising in the morning T_T because I kenna scolding Livia also kenna for no reason and Gen also kenna FOL but after that Ash was SUPER NICE so can you please make up your mind YOU WANNA BE MEAN OR NICE?? ANYWAY NO MORE SOCPSY YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway it's DYE OUR HAIR DAY! Headed to nex to eat first. BEST DECISION EVER. Lenas (MOF) is AWESOME. The staff were friendly the food was more than awesome and I am totally going back with Livia to try their buffet which looks really good. Choice of either the savoury fondue or chocolate, unlimited pancakes, scrambled eggs, omelettes and dessert and one set of pasta or baked rice. All for $19.80++ (around $23.10)!!! I am hungry just thinking about it.

Dyed our hair at Snip Avenue! :O!!! Livia's one costs $49, mine was $30.80. IT'S SO BRIGHT WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HOLIDAYS ARE NEARING~~~ :D

Ranty wondering-ish sort of day

2011-02-06T01:27:00.002+08:00

It was a super tiring day. WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH THE CUSTOMERS OMG DON'T YOU HAVE TO GO BAI NIAN?!?!?!?!?! Okay other than the day being super super tiring (omg it's so hard not to swear UGH) it was super nice to see council (Kiat, Kuan, Jingyi, James, Lynn, Noel and ANYONE ELSE?!?!?!) and Mr Ng come visit!!! Saw Andy, Hakim, Wenya and Xiaoyi also wah so happening.

Big spring cleaning with May (anw she damn poor thing work from opening till closing wtf then doing opening again today) went home at 11.30pm happy chinese new year ya?

It's so weird returning to an empty home. The bad thing is "I could get used to this" I feel so fucking unfilial now okay go die now TSK.

Had mini revelations today I realised the reason why the songs in my phone/computer are so weird/not radio-friendly is because when I first got my computer I decided that I shouldn't waste space by downloading songs I can hear on the radio/everywhere else. ^_^ Actually I'm a bit sad nobody appreciates all the songs I listen to LOL. Nevermind my own eargasm.

I wonder if my neighbours can hear me when I sing in the shower. ._. If they can I wonder what they're thinking when they hear me LOL "KNS STOP SINGING LA WHAT TIME ALREADY?!" or "WHAT SONG IS THIS VERY FAMILIAR" kk I stop wondering now but it's the wondering sort of day so I'm gonna continue wondering about other things.

Wao I just opened my connectmail and by golly there are a lot of emails but the one that caught my eye is "LOW ATTENDANCE FOR SOCPSY" actually there were two emails oh I'm supposed to reply ah fuck it I have no good reason to be absent and I don't think they should let me off anyway because 1) my fault for not waking up and 2) I went to work instead of school.

I wish I could tell them how much I dislike (no hate PEACE YO) this semester but of course I can't it'll be too hurtful. In the event they do find this paragraph because NP is stalkerish like that I hope they read it. Comparing last sem to this I think I fared so much better last sem because at least I could see getting A in at least two modules and no lower than B for the rest. Anyway A in poly no big deal AD is the shit. T_T This sem, I'm hoping for one C and the rest Bs T_T

I think it's really a matter of passion and how much time I have on my hands. Excuse me if you don't know but I WORK FULL-TIME AT GONG CHA and I enjoy it a lot more than this sem. I enjoy scrubbing rubbish bins, throwing rubbish, cleaning really mouldy things, sweating like a pig and sacrificing sleep for work so much more than doing assignments for this sem. So sorry but I don't have a problem with the modules but it's just as a whole it's so dreary. So so dreary and I don't like it. I like Webgra/Gracomm/Marcomm stuff (fml APR why didn't I choose you) and I half like half hate Locvid (you have to hate Locvid, it's so UGH ADHKJAHFKJA) and I'm okay with Medsoc.

(oh god I'm so ranty I can't even stand myself now)

Of course having a full-time job is not an acceptable excuse for being late/absent for classes because you know, you're supposed to manage your own time carefully. Which is partly why I'm not replying the emails. If I really had no choice but to reply I'd say: My job, at the very least, is fun, as well as fulfilling. This sem is dreadful; I only feel frustration or nonchalance towards assignments. After completing the assignments I only feel relief. No satisfaction. No fulfillment. A sense of fulfillment is highly essential as it motivates a student to complete the assignment to the best of his or her ability.

The timetable sucks btw we waste a lot of time plus the assignment briefs are ... super brief. And not updated. And most of them make me more confused than I was before I read the brief. Thanks a lot 1.2.

CAN'T. WAIT. FOR. THE. GODDAMN. HOLIDAYS.

And move on to more journalism/radio shit that I dislike PUI!!!!!!!! BIG FAT SMELLY PUI. OH HELLO THE OPTIMISTIC ME IS COMING OUT TO SAY HELLO.

I'm just gonna stick it through (and I should try my best) and see what happens at the end.

IT BETTER BE AWESOME.